I Am Me

Maybe

I totally forgot that there was school today, I thought it was teacher planning day or something else ridiculous that be on the calendar. It's like you know it's on the calendar and it's coming up but you just don't care enough to pay attention to it.

I probably could've gotten my way out of going but I had already slept in and woke up looking like I stuck my finger in an electrical socket.

I had to rush to put on my clothes, eat breakfast which consisted of delicious brownies and milk, brush my teeth, wash my face, give Ma a hug, throw on my shoes, and head out the door so fast you'd look like you'd seen a ghost.

I weaved in and out of the car lanes kind of like on Fast and Furious so I could get to school on time and not get another tardy from Mrs. Rudy Snooty Pants. Her name is actually Mrs.Avery but how can she have a name so sweet and be so pure-evil.

Maybe not actually evil but that's what it seems like to me.

I finally got there only a minute before the bell but Mrs.Avery got up and put a tardy slip in my hand.

I'm kind of getting sick of her. "Thanks." I manage to muster as I take the stupid blue tardy slip and make my way to my seat through the rows or blue seats and tan looking desks.

Mrs.Avery babbles on and on about us doing the chemistry homework. I mean who would do it, as boring and confusing as it is. Of course except her star student "Kailua Jones" A.K.A Mrs.Snooty Pants #2.

They're so alike you might as well call them sisters.

Just to think that I wasted my money getting Mrs.Avery some yummy chocolate in a box for teachers day. I mean who doesn't love chocolate.

But it doesn't matter because she wasn't getting it anyhow. With how rude she be acting.

I tore that chocolate up yesterday on my way back from school.

It don't matter how nice to be to somebody, they'll end up snooty and rude like the rest of these stuck-up kids here.

Always making fun of my hair and whispering stuff the whole time. Since they got so much to say, how about they say that on their way to the principle office. I'm sure she has a lot of stuff to say about it. I do too but I can never really gather up the courage to actually say anything back.

I guess I put all my energy into trying not to hear what they be saying about me even though it still gets through to me and strikes hard every time.

But the pain and anger just builds up and eventually I'm probably gonna explode on Ashley and her so called "friends". Doesn't she see that they only like her because she's rich.

Brianna sticks up for me but I have to learn to do it on my own and learn to not accept their little inside jokes and mean side remarks. But I never can.

And I'm not gonna hold back and to add a cherry on top; I'll even add a trip to the principles office just to make it a little more fun for them.

This period is finally over. Passes like a breeze on a day you thought was clear of storms as so the so-called weather man said and suddenly a tornado came and destroyed and ate everything up.

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6th period health is what I think I dread over the most. I think it's because we have to go outside even though they give you an option to stay inside. But if I stay inside it'll look like I'm lonely and antisocial. In which I am antisocial sometimes. Which leaves me no choice but to go outside.

At least I have my friend Brianna that I've been friends with since kindergarten. When we went on a field trip and we sat to eat lunch; a boy came up to me and started saying mean things. I mouth suddenly felt glued shut and I didn't say nothing.