On a ordinary day in Florida the sun is blazing. The wind is blowing.
While trees and I are dancing.
I feel so light.
For a second my skin is glowing.
And I feel amazing.
I love my thick, long, brown, curly, fluffy hair. The way it flows with the wind.
I love my dark brown eyes that sparkle in the sunlight.
I love to stick my feet in the grass and receive a tingly feeling.
I love the smell of the daisies after it rains and when it's spring.
I love music.
I love many things but I especially love myself.
I love myself because I am me.
This is something that's never going to change.
It's amazing how things can change as quick as a blink of an eye.
How the rotation of the earth determines when the sun comes up. How the sun starts to set when the moon goes away. How curly, thick, long and fluffy our hair can get. There's so many things that change constantly. Constantly having different effects to them each time.
Sometimes I just sit and stare up at the stars to try to figure out their meaning. Stars are all there in the sky for a reason just like us (humans) are here on earth for a reason. There has to be a logical explanation for it all.
These are all just simple things.
Simple things that could be noticed when took the time to.
These are just simple things that are to be discoveries and it's merely a small amount of how many other discoveries there are.
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When I go for a quick bike ride around the neighborhood I put my hand up and touch the gate feeling every little nook and cranny in the designs and the wonderful trees. And I be sure to bring my asthma pump because I know I'll get out of breath within pedaling the next 5 minutes. It really takes the wind out of you.
I let the wind blow against my face and fill my lungs. The birds and other sounds fill my ears. Until it's just me, the sounds, and my bike.
I watch as leaves fall in almost slow motion.
I ride and ride.
On and on.
Seeing trees, house, sidewalk. Trees, houses, sidewalks...
You'd think I been out here for hours but it's merely been 6 minutes. 6 minutes of riding my bike halfway through the neighborhood filled with people who don't know how to decorate for Christmas. Where's their Christmas Spirit?
You'd think people have decorating techniques or skills but it seems no one is as decorative or creative as me and Ma. They could learn a thing or two from us. We're like a whole manual. They could take one look at our house alone and know.
Fully decorated from top to bottom with elves, mini-multi color lights, mini white lights, blue lights and more lights, Santa trying to climb on the roof, lights on trees, a mini tree in the front, reindeer, Santa's sleight on the roof filled to the top with presents, and last but not least candy canes lining the drive way.
People probably think were crazy and that we are running up out electricity bill. But no. We're just full of Christmas spirit and they're just jealous. Jealous of our constant creativity. Ma especially because she makes the most creative delicious dishes.
I see them peeking out there windows to adore our expertise in decorating but when we were out there adding one last finishing touch they looked so jealous and I could see their face reddening full of envy. I couldn't literally though, I just imagine that they are most likely doing this.
I continue on my adventurous bike ride and I put on Rod-Wave, Girl of my dreams, and I play it loud enough just to get lost within the song.
The ups and downs.
The happy and the sad.
The way Rod Wave expresses himself through the song so movingly.
One of the reasons why I love music and I love to sing.
So many things worthwhile. So many things to keep you going.
To make you want to listen to more.
There's just so many things that music can do for you that everyone takes for granted or doesn't know about.
When I listen to music I feel at peace with the everything around me instantly silenced by music. Replaced with sounds so delicate and meaningful.
There is simple things you usually ask yourself when your about to click on a song you haven't heard before or something you haven't seen before. Like "will it be good " or "how will it sound."
That crosses my mind every time and that is what makes you want to click on it, to continue. To try it out and you'll come to like it. Music and many thing can surprise you. Many little simple things can start to change too. And you don't notice until later.

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I Am Me
NouvellesAmelia Wright has a story like no other. Her father leaving at at a young age. Amelia's world, and what she calls home isn't perfect but she has music to make things better. She is constantly picked on and tries to ignore but it always gets to her...