Emotional

AM DONE

AM DONE

Am done standing
I won't try it no more
Standing for (s)he who appreciates not
The little but my much
The few but my more
Standing for (s)he when needed am not.
Can stand on own.

Am done fighting
Fighting for occupied space.
For a heart already won by else.
And soul whose emotions yearn not for me
Fighting a loosing battle.

Am done forcing
Forcing myself where needed am not.
Forcing on love.
And (s)he whose lane is tarmacked as i do unclassified rural roads.
Am done forcing on tables whose seats are for designated dignitaries.

Am done trusting
People just for the sake
Hurting myself because trust is imposted on me.
And by faith I must trust
Even when its me whose heart is crashed.
Am done trusting the wrong people.

Am done asking
From people that make me
Feel like am asking too much
I ain't and wasn't.
I was just asking the right things from the wrong person.

Am done holding on
Though you all my heart has (had)
My feelings are shattered
Heartbreaks the order of the day
My eyes heard all the sins
My ears seen it all.
I was helpless as a little dove
It melted all the good I had.

Am done
Though moving on won't be easy
But must learn to love the sound of my feet, every step of it.
It hurts to let go
But it pains even more to hold on.
Letting you free is your happiness
Letting you go a painful gift to myself.

@kitt kevines
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