Chapter One

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Blue woke up to his mom yelling.

"VERONICA GET DOWN HERE. BREAKFAST!!"

Gosh she was loud. He was sound asleep.

He walks down the stairs, sleepily, and sits at the table. Bacon and waffles. He begins to eat when his mother, Jennifer, asked how he slept. He thought for a moment and got lost in his thoughts. "Veronica..?" She said, gaining his focus again. "Oh, sorry i got spaced out. I slept fine." He hated that name. Blue was transgender. He wasn't out to anyone. Not even his best friend, and brother, Karl.

One of his best friends -not related, that is- was Ranboo.

He and Ranboo had been friends for a long time, and though Blue always presented masculine, Ranboo never questioned it. His name for his streaming channel was named Blue Trees. Everyone thought it was just a name thought up for Twitch. It was nice. No one knew his dead name. And no one questioned why he was called Blue.

Tommy was really close with Blue, and never used his 'real' name. Blue was much more fitting. It was easier to remember. Better sounding coming out of his mouth.

Ranboo did the same. Blue it was. Usually. Sometimes it was Veronica. He didn't mind.

Well,, he did.

Everytime someone dead named him, his chest grew heavy. Sometimes he would tear up if he was having a bad day.

Him and Ranboo met over tommy. Him and tommy over wilbur. The chain leads back to Karl. Karl was his brother. He didn't even know his biggest secret. Blue was surrounded by transphobic and homophobic people growing up. Karl was never like them. In fact, hes panromantic.

He didn't know why he was so scared to tell him. He just was.

Sometimes they talked about that kind of stuff. Blue could tell that Karl already had a suspicion. He always brushed it off and quickly changed the subject. He hated talking about it.

After breakfast, Blue decided to dm Ranboo on Discord.

Messages
Ranboo

Blue Trees
Hello Mr. Boo. Did you sleep well?

Ranboo
Why yes Miss. Blue.
And you?

Blue Trees
Quite well.

He winced at the word 'miss.' He hated it. Sometimes he wished he could tell Ranboo.

Then he stopped. Frozen both physically and mentally. Maybe he could. Maybe it's better if he didn't know though.

Ranboo always suspected something, but it was best not to ask. Not his busyness. Sometimes he though of asking. He felt terrible for maybe using the wrong pronouns for so long. But he couldn't do anything about it. 

Blue was in a bubble most of the time. His own little world. Where he could be anything he wanted to be. No one could tell him what to do when he was in his world. 

He and Karl live a few blocks away from each other. Blue is 18 and lives with his mom still, but he's looking for a place. Karl has offered to let him stay, but he wants to do this alone. He wants to be independent.

He heard his phone ringing. He looked over and saw it was Karl.

"Hey, you wanna come over? I'm streaming."

"Sure. Im getting my shoes on right now. See you soon!"

"Okay. Bye:)"

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