Soon//masc Oc

Chapter Five

Trigger warning: this chapter will contain eating disorders and talk of them, yelling. Viewers discretion is advised.

The next day, ranboo woke up to a note on his and blue's door.

"Be back at 8 tonight!! There's cereal on top of the fridge and i went shopping last night for groceries! Have fun:) -Tubbs"

He left it on the door for blue to see and he grabbed some clothes from the closet, since he unpacked yesterday. He headed to the bathroom to change and fix his hair.

When he finished getting ready for the day, be peeked into the room to see Blue sitting up, rubbing his eyes. "Good morning." Ranboo says, fully stepping into the room. "Morning" blue replies, yawning shortly after.

Blue gets dressed and ready for the day. He walks into the kitchen to see Ranboo eating some lucky charms, scrolling on his phone. Blue decided not to eat. He felt.. Weird about it. He hadn't beed doing the best in that department.. Ranboo noticed he didn't eat, but brushed it off as nothing. They say on the couch together and watched youtube. Blue was getting bored after awhile, so he got up and headed to their bedroom. Ranboo, confused, followed him.

"What are you doing?" He looks at blue's laptop screen. "Looking for local surgeons. I wanna do it before i leave. I also need to find out how long it takes to heal. I wont be flying if it isn't before we leave." He replies.

"Oh.. Well if you don't want to wait, lets stay here for as long as you need. I have nothing back home waiting for me. I don't know about you." Ranboo says, trying to stay with blue as long as possible. "I don't either. I practically packed up all my stuff. If anything, I could move here." He says, looking at Ranboo.

"Not a bad idea. I dont have anything i need back home. I packed everything. Where would we live? We can't stay here forever." Ranboo says. "We will figure that out after the three months is up. Is that okay, bud?" Ranboo liked when blue called him bud. It was a nice platonic nickname, sure, but he wanted it to sound more like "babe" ya know?

Ranboo mentally scolded himself for these thoughts and turned his attention back to blue's laptop.

"Hey i found one!!" Blue sits up, excited. "It says here that if i have health insurance he will do it for this price!" Blue points to the price and its way lower than he expected. "Should i call right now?? Should i wait??" Ranboo laughed at blue. "Blue, i thought you were going to wait until we left." Blue looks up at Ranboo.

"I don't want to leave. I don't want to go back there."

"What about Karl??" Ranboo says, frantically.

"I can facetime him. I love him, but he is going to have to deal with the fact that im 18. Im going to miss him. I could go somewhere else. Somewhere closer to him. I just don't think that i can go back." Blue hated his 'home'

Ranboo hugs him. "Okay. If you still want to stay after the three months is up, we can stay. If you, at any point want to leave, tell me. I don't care if it's 4 in the morning and I'm deep asleep. Tell me. Alright?" Blue hugs him back and agrees. He grabs his phone and walks around the room dialing the number. He hesitates to press the call button. "What if-" he starts. "No what ifs. You can either do it now, or you can do it later. Don't rush yourself." He walks over to blue and puts his hands on either shoulder. "Okay. I'll wait." He smiles and pulls Ranboo in for a long hug.

Ranboo didn't want this moment to end. He wanted to have the shorter boy in his grasp all the time. He wanted to always have him in his sight. In his arms. He wanted so much more than just to be the boys best friend. I suppose you just, cant always get what you want. Right?