Soon//masc Oc

Chapter Six

Blue doesn't talk to me until night time.

"I'm sorry." He says, his voice basically gone from crying. He went out earlier to take a walk and he was gone for hours. I was about to text him when he walked in and went straight to his room about 2 hours ago.

"I shouldn't have yelled at you. I know you were trying to help, but i do not need help. Im perfectly fine. Thank you for your concern, but i don't want to feel like I'm helpless. Im trying, alright? I know this is probably weird for you, but i really don't want to drag you into it. I wouldn't want you to have to deal with something you probably don't even understand, alright? I don't want to do that to you." Ranboo quietly listens to blue. When he finishes speaking, he motions for blue to sit down.

"Come sit down." He waits for blue to sit. "I know what you are going through. I used to have an eating disorder. I know how hard it is to admit that you need someone's help, and i am not saying you need a doctor, I shouldn't have said that, im sorry. All I'm saying, is that i want to help. I really don't want you to get sick. I know how hard it is. I know that you don't want to, but you have to try. Please, try."

I look at blue and see that he had tears streaming down his face. "Im sorry. Im so sorry. This- This was supposed to be a fun trip. This wasn't supposed to turn into you taking care of me. I-Im sorry." He hugs me and I put my arms around him.

"Blue.. It's okay. I want to help. I want to be here. You are not a burden.

He just cries.

I realize then, that all I can do is comfort him. No asking questions, no pushing him to talk, no trying to make him happy immediately, just comfort.

In this moment, my head was a mess. I was trying to figure out what this feeling was. I felt like I had a tornado in my brain. It wasn't bad. In fact, it felt amazing. It felt like I could stay like this forever. It felt like..

I lo-

My thoughts were interrupted by Blue pulling away from the hug.

"Thank you. I really needed a hug like that."

I smile at him as the words fall out of his mouth, completely disregarding my feelings, as he's too fragile for me to admit right now. I nod and we head to the living room. Toby was still gone, so we had the place to ourselves.

I went into the bedroom to grab our drinks. I come back and hand blue his. I've noticed that he bends the can slightly where his thumb goes on it. That's how I knew it was his. I set mine on the side table after taking a drink. I sit down at the end of the couch, sort of close to Blue. He sits there for a few moments, then scoots closer to me.

He lays his head on my shoulder. I can feel my fave getting warm, but I can't mention anything. Not yet. Not when he's like this. It isn't right.

"Want me to put on a movie?" I say, moving his hair from his face.

"Mhm." He smiles weakly and i put on Titanic. This was the first movie we watched together, and it's his favorite. (Why am i turning blue into me-?) We watch about half of the movie and i hear blue's breathing begin to get more rhythmic, like he's sleeping. I slowly look over to see that he was in fact asleep. I slowly pick him up and carry him to bed. Its only 4 pm, but we just streamed and he was crying afterwards. I can only imagine how tired he is, both physically and mentally.

I look at him for a few seconds after I cover him up. I sigh and walk out of the room. I head back into the living room to finish the movie.

Being a tragedy, this movie really combines romance with it. It's the most basic love story ever, but I want something like that. I want someone to be that in love with me. I want someone to look at me the way Jack and Rose look at each other. I hear the door click open. I know it's Toby so i don't do anything.

He barges into the room almost yelling, so I run over to him and put my hand over his mouth. "Blue is sleeping." I whisper.

He nods and slightly giggles. "Titanic?" He sits down and hold back fits of laughter. I slap his arm and reply with, "it's blue's favorite movie. We were watching it until he fell asleep. I just never turned it off." I continue watching as Jack fabrizio watched his friend get shot. He cries as he takes the life vest off of the bloody body.

"Did you know they were going to have a love story for Fabrizio? It was an extra two hours that they cut off from the movie, because they didn't feel it was necessary to the plot. They consider him a sort of, side character, so they didn't want a whole two minutes extra. It would have been almost six hours long if they would have kept it in." I say, looking at toby towards the end of my statement.

He looks at me, and once again, is holding back laughter. A"why do you know so much about this movie-" he starts laughing and so i let him continue before punching him in the shoulder.

"I did research. It's blue's favorite movie, i wanted to know why, and i stumbles across a lot of facts about the movie and behind the scenes. Want an example? Too bad, kate winslet, who plays rose, almost drowned in the making if this. When she was in the process of saving jack from the 'prison room' her robe got caught on the stairwell, and she got pulled under." I smile and he shakes his head in disapproval. "Whatever, just watch the movie. It's almost over." I reply, turning my attention back to the movie.

The part where rose is on the door, holding on to jack comes on screen.

"I love you, Jack."

"Don't do that. Don't you say your goodbyes."

"You're gonna survive, Rose! You're gonna make lots of babies...." Jack was suffering, and he was still trying to comfort rose. "Promise me, Rose." "I promise, Jack." "Don't you ever let go of that promise. Okay?"

I watch as Jack slowly dies in the freezing cold water.

"Is anyone out there?!" One boat came back. Rose remembered what she promised jack.

She realized Jack died. "I'll never let go, Jack." She gets off of the door and goes to find the man who was blowing a whistle earlier. She blew the whistle and she was saved.

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