Open Secret

Lunatic

"Kim Yong Sun just listen to me. Jeball.."

"We can't do that Byul...Not yet...It's too soon."

"What too soon?! It's been seven fucking years Yong! They deserves to know."

"I know that but it would be...It would be..."

"You gonna say it would be hard right?"

"Yes...Of course it's hard Byul. What will people say?"

"I don't give a fuck what people say. I wanna show them the real me. I want to show them us."

"Can we talk about this some other time?"

"How long Yong? You really don't want people to know? Will you hide us forever? You don't love me enough is it?"

"Byul..I love you."

"I love you too! So so much. I'm going out."

"Wait Byul..."

Solar only heard the door slams shut before she could stop Byul from leaving.

"Oh God. What have I done."

They were about to have a nice dinner tonight in their house but suddenly Byul started talking about coming out. How can they do things like that. It's Korea. People give so much hardship to anyone different from them.

Solar falls on the couch face first. Crying hard. She was hoping for Yonghee unnie to come home tonight but the oldest has gone on a short trip to Jeju yesterday.

"Is this the end for us. Are 7 years the furthers we could be as one. I want us to be forever Moon Byul ah..."

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Moonbyul on the other hand, not really knowing where to go suddenly stop at a familiar house. It was Solar's parent's house.

She had always love them as if they were her own family.

Byul give a small knock on the door and eomma was standing still, confuse on why she comes home alone.

"Can I...Can I talk to appa for a bit?"

"Why are your eyes red? Did something happend at home?"

"Mhmm..."

Byul just give a small nod. Suddenly feeling ashamed.

"Come inside Byulie. It's cold out."

"I will call Yongsun okay."

Before Byul could say anything to stop her, eomma has gone away to the kitchen to make the call.

Byul let out a long sigh and walk further inside finding appa sitting on a lazy chair while reading the newspaper.

"Oh! Our youngest. You come alone? Why come at this hour?"

Byul sit down slowly on the sofa beside him and said.

"We ..We had a huge argument just now."

She was fidgeting with her hands. Suddenly feeling nervous.

"Hmm...What is it about?"

"I told her that I want to come clean with everyone. Not just with family but maybe with the world? She doesn't take it lightly."

"Byul.."

Yong's father put down her newspaper and look at Byul.

"Yeah appa."

"You remember how hard it was for her to come out to us. Her own family. It must have been so hard for her to exposed herself like that to everyone else. She always bottled things inside you know..."

"Ye..yeah."

Moonbyul then remember how fidgety Solar was when they went for a dinner with Yong's family. With the intention of coming out to them.

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Solar was more nervous than when they first sing in a concert. Moonbyul hold Yong's hand under the table and rub small circle around her wrist, calming the girl, stopping her from overthinking.

Thankfully, everything went well, despite a really long talk one on one with Yong's appa.

"So what is your intention with my daughter?"

"I love her Mr Kim."

"Love....Is it enough Byulie. It would be hard. What if you get into an argument and never get back together."

"She is the only one for me and if ever we had a fight I will always find ways to make a peace with her Mr Kim."

"Drop the formalities Byulie. You can call me appa."

"T...Thank you sir."

"Aigoo don't be so uptight like that. I was just asking few questions. I know you love my daughter but all I'm saying is, is it enough to overcome everything in the future."

"I will make it enough appa."

"Good then. Welcome to the family."

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"It was hard for her then. It was just us and Yonghee at that time. Her close family. Can you imagine what is going on inside her head if it was a whole world knowing."

Then it hit her. She didn't think about Yongsun at all when she suggested it. She just push the idea aggressively.

"I'm sorry I didn't think it through. I was being selfish."

"As long as you understand Byulie."

"Byul!!"

Loud shout comes from the front door.

"Yong? How did you get here?"

"Taxi..."

"It's late Yong. What if something happend to you."

"And what if something happend to you!"

"Ok ok...You both go to your room and talk it out right now."

Appa said sternly and push both of them upstairs.

Byul and Solar was still fuming but when they got inside the bedroom suddenly Solar broke down in tears.

"Byul ah...I don't want to break up with you..."

"Yong..."

"I'm sorry. I will do it if you wanted to come out. Just don't leave me. Please."

"Yong!"

Byul hold both of Yong's shoulder and shake the other girl. Trying to make her listen to what she is saying.

"Look at me baby. Listen. I will never break everything off with you ever. You're not ready and I'm being pushy. It's my fault, I'm sorry. I just want to hold and kiss you freely in public. It's a selfish thought."

Byul cups Solar's cheeks and kiss her softly.

She then hug her tight. Locking both of her arm around Solar's shoulder.

"My love for you is selfish and if it's crazy then I'm a lunatic. I just love the face you make. It's your charm darling which makes you more attractive. I am a mess. You can't be the reason for sure. Still, I can't control myself."

Byul humm softly a tune she haven't yet to finish. Maybe it will finish sooner than later.

Solar continue to cry on Byul's shoulder and grip her back tight. Not letting go.

"Love shapes in different shapes and form. So believe me this is normal. Please believe me I am not mad I'm just fine. Trust me. I have no problem, it's just the new normal."

A/N

I'm just base on what snippet we get on lunatic but knowing Byul it might be a whole other things lol....