Surface Pressure

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You may have read my short story and song parody "Pressure on the Rouge". And I'm pretty sure you guys may know why I've picked this song as Eren's playlist. (I've changed the lyrics in here at 'Was Levi ever like, "Yo, I don't wanna fight in Scout's Service"?'.)

Armin's eyes sparkle in awe and wonder "The ocean

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Armin's eyes sparkle in awe and wonder "The ocean..."

Shinshinjane "Shut up, Armin."

Armin "But the ocean..."

Unbelievable.

Eren 'He cares more about the ocean than what this song is supposed to represent for me.'

Shinshinjane "Here's the Lyrics that I've adjusted to why this song connects to Eren."

They all read the script.

I'm the strong one, I'm not nervous
I'm as tough as the crust of the earth is
I move landscapes, I move towers
And I glow, 'cause I know what my worth is
I don't ask how hard the work is
Got a rough, indestructible surface
Orders and Titans, I find 'em, I flatten 'em
I take what I'm handed, I break what's demanded, but

Under the surface
I feel berserk as a tightrope fighter in a three-ring circus
Under the surface
Was Levi ever like, "Yo, I don't wanna fight in Scout's Service"?
Under the surface
I'm pretty sure I'm worthless if I can't be of service
A flaw or a crack, the straw in the stack
That breaks the camel's back
What breaks the camel's back? It's

Pressure like a drip, drip, drip, that'll never stop, woah-oh
Pressure that'll tip, tip, tip 'til you just go pop, woah-oh-oh-oh
Give it to your Titan, your Titan's older
Give him all the heavy things we can't shoulder
Who am I if I can't run with the ball?
If I fall to
Pressure like a grip, grip, grip, and it won't let go, woah-oh
Pressure like a tick, tick, tick 'til it's ready to blow, woah-oh-oh-oh
Give it to your soldier, your soldier's stronger
See if he can hang on a little longer
Who am I if I can't carry it all?
If I falter

Under the surface
I hide my nerves and it worsens; I worry somethin' is gonna hurt us
Under the surface
The gear doesn't swerve, has it heard how big the Titan's height is?
Under the surface
I think about my purpose, can I somehow preserve this?
Line up the dominoes, a light wind blows
You try to stop it topplin', but on and on it goes

But wait, if I could shake, the crushing weight
Of expectations, would that freedom room up for joy
Or relaxation, or simple pleasure?
Instead, we measure this growing pressure
Keeps growing, keep going, 'cause all we know is

Pressure like a drip, drip, drip that'll never stop, woah-oh
Pressure that'll tip, tip, tip 'til you just go pop, woah-oh-oh-oh
Give it to your monster, it doesn't hurt and
See if he can handle every human's burden
Watch as he buckles and bends but never breaks
No mistakes, just

Pressure like a grip, grip, grip, and it won't let go, woah-oh
Pressure like a tick, tick, tick 'til it's ready to blow, woah-oh-oh-oh
Give it to your Shifter and never wonder
If the same pressure would've pulled you under
Who am I if I don't have what it takes?
No cracks, no breaks
No mistakes!
No pressure!

They all gave their hostess a look.

Shinshinjane "Hey, it's hard to write a cover song when the original perfectly matches to what I was going for."

Still...

Comparing the song to Eren's life build up to this moment, that's a lot of pressure weighing down on him. Everyone wants him to be their pillar of hope, their hero. Mostly everyone wants him dead or become the monster they all fear.

And that kind of thinking and stress is not good for anyone to be in, not good for the body or the mind.

Erwin, Hange, and Levi 'What have we done?'

Bonus

Shinshinjane "It's people that throws expectations at others is what causes them to crack under the weight." She then whispers to Eren "Or turn them into a villain or an anti-hero vigilantly."

Eren stares at her in shock, before sending a cold glare at the people he uses to look up to.

He wasn't the only one who heard Shinshinjane's whisper, Historia also throws a glare at them too.

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