Chapter 3: Heartbreak

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Tsukishima's POV:

I walked into my usual hangout area, which was a deserted store room. It was perfect because there was nobody there. Well, there usually wasn't. I frowned as I heard noises from outside the room, then realised that somebody was.. moaning? My face twisted in disgust. It seemed that they didn't seem to care that we were in school. 

I sighed and pounded on the door. No response. "Okay, well, don't blame me." I muttered. I opened the door and said, "Hey, if you guys wanna make out at least - " I looked up to see Shrimp, no, Hinata, naked, his hands tied above him with his mouth gagged. And some unknown guy thrusting into him.  "HINATA!" I pulled the guy away from Hinata and punched him in the face, knocking him out. I turned to Hinata, taking off his gag and restraints. Then, the smell of Hinata's pheromones hit me. Hard. I shook my head to try to get rid of the smell. I needed to stay sane. Then I looked down at him as I opened my mouth to ask, "Hey, are you -" He wrapped his hands around my neck and pulled me closer. "P-please help me... please, please.... put it in...." He begged weakly. Then his hands dropped to his sides and his eyes shut. "Hey... hey shrimp... get up." I nudged him. He stayed still. 

I panicked. Yes, I panicked. Why did I panic, I don't know. It's not like I cared about him, right? Anyhow, if I left him alone, Kageyama would sock me in the face. Right, I'd rather not go through that trouble. So I quickly dressed him and carried him to the nurse's office. The nurse gasped when I brought him in. "Oh my gosh, what happened here?" The nurse asked as she quickly put Hinata on the bed. I had left the other guy tied up outside the nurse's office, because well, I had forgotten. "Yeah well, I found him in heat. He was with an alpha and so... I'm sure you know what happened. Then he passed out." I explained. The nurse quickly busied herself with cleaning up Hinata and giving him a pill to calm his pheromones down. I left, since I had no other business to do. 

As I was on my way to class, I met Kageyama. He looked anxious. As he should rightfully be. It was interesting to see that Kageyama could care. "Oi King," I called, "Your precious Shrimp is in the nurse's office." His head snapped to me and he glared as he asked, "Why are you telling me that?" I smirked and said lazily, "Just thought you wanted to know." 

Hinata's POV:

I woke up and found myself in a bed, in the nurse's office. As the events of the past hour flashed through my head, I curled into a ball and hid myself under the blanket. My bottom hurt. "HINATA!" I heard Kageyama's panicked voice. I didn't move. Maybe he'd not realise that I was there. Maybe he wouldn't see me. Maybe - 

"Hinata! What happened to you?" I felt a hand on my back and flinched. I didn't deserve his care. I betrayed him. I betrayed his trust. I was unworthy of him. "Hinata, you can tell me." His soft tone and calming pheromones just made me feel all the more guilty. Tears streamed down my face and I sobbed uncontrollably. "I- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry. I didn't mean it, I just couldn't help it." I cried. I felt the blanket being removed as Kageyama pried my hands from my face. "Hinata, what do you mean?" He asked, as I tried to avoid his gaze. He used his hand and pulled my chin back to face him. "Tell me." His eyes shone with fury and worry. His pheromones turned menacing and dominating. He basically told me, "You have to tell me. It's not a choice." 

"I- I was in heat." I trembled. His eyes widened. "I - I'm sorry. I couldn't resist him." I continued. 

Lies. 

You're lying to yourself, Hinata. 

You wanted more, didn't you? 

The voice in my head got louder and louder. "You wanted it, didn't you?" "You allowed it." "It's your fault, Hinata." "Stop pushing the blame to others." "You used your pheromones to attract him." "It wasn't his fault. It was yours." 

"NO! STOP! IT'S NOT MY FAULT! It's not my fault. It's not my..." I shouted. Then I felt Kageyama's gaze on me. My voice faltered. The pheromones grew stronger and stronger, causing me to whimper in pain. "Hinata," he said quietly, "you did it, didn't you? With that bitch." No no no no no, this couldn't be happening. 

"I'm sorry" 

"Hinata, I trusted you." "

"I'm really sorry"

"HINATA, stop saying you're sorry! Tell me, this is a joke right?"

"I-I'm so so sorry"

I turned away, tears streaming down my cheeks as I cried. Kageyama was disappointed in me. And he had every right to. I was wrong. I did him wrong. I'm such a horrible person. I heard Kageyama stomp out of the office and disappear. He was leaving me. For good. He would hate me for ever and ever. 

Tsukishima's POV:

I watched as Kageyama ran off to find Hinata. I whistled. It was fun to annoy the King. Maybe I should follow him and also check on Hinata. Just to make fun of him, of course. I strolled to the office, and when I reached there I heard Hinata shouting and Kageyama stomping out of the office. He glared at me with literal flames in his eyes. I stepped away, letting him pass, before peeking into Hinata's room. I watched as Hinata mumbled, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I frowned. Again, another weird feeling came to me. It was like, sympathy? Maybe I just felt pity for the poor shrimp who got dumped by his oh-so-good boyfriend right after getting raped. I felt like I needed to do something. Sucks to have compassion.

Hinata's POV:

"Hey, Hinata, what happened with you and the King?" I flinched. Only one person would refer to Kageyama as "King". I tried to control my tears as I used the blanket as a tissue to wipe away my tears. "N-nothing." My voice cracked. I heard Tsukishima sigh and rubbed my head, messing up my hair. His hand felt warm. And I felt cold. I needed more warmth. I felt like I was going to freeze to death, yet also burn to death. I felt a hand trace circles on my back and calming pheromones, as if asking me to sleep. I sniffled. His hand pulled away, but I turned around and grabbed it. "Can you stay for a while? Please?" I pleaded. If I was left alone, I felt like I was going to go crazy from the voices in my head. They seemed to disappear when he was there. 

"Okay, fine." he said. I sighed from relief as he sat down on a chair and tucked me back into bed. I gratefully breathed in his strawberry smelling pheromones as I felt myself drift off to sleep. 


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