Chapter 12: Pain

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(Rape warning!)

Hinata woke up to a blinding migraine. He groaned as the pressure inside his head felt like it was going to make his head explode. He breathed in deeply, focusing on trying to breathe to calm the migraine down. Then his eyes adjusted to the light. 

He quickly scampered to the corner of the bed when he saw Atsumu sitting beside him. His eyes darted around the room, trying to find something which might give him a clue as to where he was. "You're at my apartment. I told the nurse you were sick." Atsumu said, getting up. 

Hinata watched his every movement carefully, trying to figure out what he was going to do. Atsumu grabbed a rope. Hinata trembled as Atsumu slowly moved towards him. "I won't need the rope if you'll be a good boy. Your choice." Atsumu cocked his head. Hinata shook his head furiously. "Good. I love how cooperative you're being, Sho-chan. It makes things so much easier, both for you and me." 

Atsumu motioned for Hinata to move over. Hinata slowly moved over to him. "Good boy. I'll be nice, okay?" Atsumu said, cupping one of Hinata's cheeks with his hand and caressing it. Hinata stifled a sob. 

Atsumu grabbed Hinata's wrists and pushed him down onto the bed, his hand snaking up Hinata's body. Hinata squeezed his eyes shut and looked away. Atsumu played with nipples and sucked on them, causing Hinata to moan. His hand then slipped down into his pants, grabbing his member. Hinata tried his best not to make any sound. "It's okay, Sho-chan. I want to hear you." Atsumu said. 

Atsumu got up and removed Hinata's clothes, flipping Hinata around onto his back. He pulled Hinata up, and pushed two fingers into Hinata's mouth. "Suck." he ordered. Hinata obeyed.

Atsumu removed his fingers from Hinata's mouth, a trail of saliva connecting them. He pushed a finger inside Hinata, and Hinata moaned. "Gosh, Sho-chan. You're tight. Haven't you done it with your boyfriend?" Atsumu commented. Hinata shook his head, biting his lip. 

Atsumu added another finger in and begin scissoring. He moved in to kiss Hinata, his tongue exploring Hinata's mouth, stifling his moans. He went even deeper down his throat, then pulled away, panting. 

He removed his fingers and put his member at Hinata's hole. "I'm going in now, Sho-chan ~" Atsumu inserted his member in Hinata. Hinata gripped onto the bedsheet. "Ahh! I'm sorry, Atsumu-san. I'm sorry. Please..."

Atsumu just grinned. "Sho-chan, sho-chan, you're turning me on." He thrust deeply into Hinata, who let out a scream. "Stop! Wait, you're going too fast!" Hinata pleaded as Atsumu thrusted deeper and faster, repeatedly hitting his prostate. "Atsumu-san! Please, stop... I'm sorry..." Hinata cried as white liquid sprayed all over the bed.

Atsumu took out his dripping member, and Hinata dropped onto the bed, trembling. Atsumu caressed his cheek. "Sho-chan, I don't want an apology." 

"I.. I love you, Atsumu-san."

"I love you too, Sho-chan." 

....

When Hinata woke up again, he was already dressed, and the bedsheets had been changed. Hinata sobbed into the blanket. He missed Tsukishima. He missed his touch, his smiles, his smell. He hated being here. The loneliness inside him started to grow. It had been less than a day, yet he felt like he was already breaking apart. 

"Sho-chan, get up. It's time for breakfast. We still have to go to school, you know." Atsumu said in a sickeningly sweet voice. As if he actually cared. He was a manipulative, obsessive psycho. Hinata didn't respond. "Sho-chan, are you throwing a tantrum? Come on." 

Silence.

"Sho-chan, I'm losing my patience." Atsumu said, his voice deepening. Hinata slowly got up, wincing from the pain in his bottom. Atsumu quickly went over to help him. "There you go. Not so hard, was it?" Hinata stayed quiet. 

He quickly got ready for school. He wanted to see Tsukishima, even if he hated him now. The thought of seeing him boosted his spirits a little. (A/N: Help I feel like I'm the one having a heartbreak)

...

Hinata scoured the crowd, looking for Tsukishima. Atsumu had a hand wrapped over his shoulder, but he didn't really care about that. He wanted to see Tsukishima. 

Tsukishima's POV:

I watched from a corner as Hinata walked next to Atsumu. His head turned this way and that, as if looking for something. And he didn't even seem to mind Atsumu's arm around him. 

I clenched my fists. After he had disappeared with Atsumu the day before, he hadn't gone back to class. Apparently, he was sick. But I knew better. I had tried calling him, but every time he hung up. 

Atsumu must've done something to him. I knew it. 

Hinata's POV:

I tried getting away from Atsumu, but he refused to let me go anywhere. He was always stuck to my side, watching me. I had no chance to get close to Kei at all. 

Then I saw him. Kei was walking down the hallway with Yamaguchi at his side. My heart leaped. He was there. Atsumu's grip tightened on me, and I flinched at the reminder. 

"Sho-chan, you know what to do, right?" Atsumu whispered in my ear. Tears filled my eyes and I nodded, looking at the ground.

When Kei noticed me, he stopped. I so wanted to jump into his arms, to feel his warmth. But I just stayed still. 

"Hinata. " Kei said. I flinched at his use of my family name. Atsumu wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me in. I just stared at the ground. "Oh, sorry. My boyfriend isn't feeling very well today. We'll leave first." Atsumu said. 

I felt Tsukishima's gaze on me. Then he continued walking without a word, brushing past me. 

As soon as he left, I burst out into tears. The emptiness in me was taking over. I clutched my shirt, wanting to claw out my heart. The pain was too much for me to handle. 

"Sho-chan, why're you crying?" Atsumu asked, moving in to hug me. Then pheromones filled the air again, and I slowly lost consciousness...

"Hinata." I turned to the sound. "Kei!" I called out. I ran towards him, yet he kept getting farther. "Kei, I'm sorry! I don't want to lose you! I really don't!" I called out, sobbing. Then he walked over to me. 

"I understand, Shoyo." He said, wrapping me in a hug. I hugged him back, so so grateful for the warmth. I missed it so much. "I'm so glad you're here. I love you, so so much." I mumbled.

"I love you too, Sho-chan."

My eyes popped open, and I realised that I was hugging Atsumu. I quickly let go of him, but he pushed me back onto his lap. "Sho-chan. You should be grateful while I'm nice to you. I still haven't said anything about what happened just now, you know." Atsumu said, his hand caressing me. I trembled slightly. "Shhh, just relax."

How could I relax? This guy, he's insane. 

But I forced myself to stop trembling. Who knows what he'd do if I continued to stay wary of him. I took a few deep breaths, and tried my best to relax. It was the only way I could survive with him. If I did what he wanted, he'd leave me alone. 

When I had finally calmed down, Atsumu said, "Good. Now can we talk about what happened just now?" 

I quickly turned to him. "I'm sorry, Atsumu-san. I'm sorry, I won't do it again. I promise." Tears swelled up in my eyes as I got up out of his lap and on my knees. "No, no, Sho-chan. An apology doesn't cut it." Atsumu said, standing up. "We need to get rid of the root of the cause, shouldn't we?" Atsumu asked, his cold eyes on me. 

"No!" I reached out to grab him. "Please, I promise! I won't ever talk to him. I promise! I love you, Atsumu-san. I only love you. I really do... please don't..." 

Atsumu crouched down. "I hope you're telling the truth, Sho-chan. I don't want to have to get my hands dirty again. I'd do anything for you. You know that, don't you?" His pheromones filled the air, daring me to say no. 

I whimpered and nodded. 

"Good boy." 

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