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Brittny

'Another day, another dollar', as they say. Imagine a world were everything is perfect. No issues or problems. Now, if you imagine the opposite of that world, you get my life. My name is Brittny and a good day for me is just a day of life not fucking me over.

Everyday since I could remember, This guy name Diggy has been making sure that everyday in my already pathetic life was to be made even more of a joke. He calls me every fat joke you could envisage. Who ever told you words won't hurt you, was a liar... A big ass liar. I remember when we were in elementary, Diggy would only hurt me with words. Now that we're in high school, Diggy grew up and his bullying got more ruthless which caused him to somehow act more vicious to me. And by vicious, I mean he physically started hurting me. No more childish name calling, no. Violent pushes and pitiless punches were soon leaving scars on my body.

During the last few days of school last year, he slammed me against a locker and threw an apple at me. "Lose weight, bitch" he evilly smirked in my face. He was so brutal and hateful to me for some reason. I never found out why and I guess I may never know. But it really hurts me because he treats me as If I'm not human or at least a girl. Well, it's not as if I actually have anything to live for, but I'll try my best to devour each and every blow life throws at me. I've been pushed and shoved my entire life, and chances are that this school year won't be any different.

But as if Diggy bullying me isn't enough, I already suffer from hurt at home. My dad being the source. Yeah, this may sound like your typical sob story, because my dad is an abusive alcoholic. I swear if you'd seen the marks under me and my mom's clothes, you'd be astonished at how we're still battling this man. But prayer and my mom's love is what keeps me going.

I could sit here and blabber on about my crazy life, but unfortunately it's in the middle of a huge war and the good in it is losing little by little if I don't act on it now...