Prior Knowledge: Falling for my

30.

Brittny

For The next few days the words "Forgive him" have been going through my head. I want to, but I don't. As I said, I need Time! I can't just up and forgive him after he just gave me some candy and roses. I was raised to know better than that. I was still heartbroken at the fact that he just left and didnt call me not once. I just really don't know what to do.

I was laying in my bed. I can't really do much with this big stomach. I just lay down and sleep by life away. It was raining outside. It was pretty much, an ugly day, but I like the rain, I just don't like being in it. Diggy was in the living room with Bre. All I heard was her and him giggling. It was getting annoying. Being pregnant, EVERYTHING can annoy you. I couldn't take it, so I got out my bed and went in the living room to do something about it.

As I got in there, they were Watching a Kevin Hart special. That explained all the laughing. I noticed they were Having fun so I didn't want to be a buzz kill and tell them to be quiet. I decided to just sneak in the fridge and get a soda. I guess Diggy heard me because he blurted out "So you just gonna sneak in here and not say hello?"

I sighed. I do not feel like putting up with him and Bre. "Sorry...." I said in a dull tone. Diggy got up and walked towards me. He had on a Wife beater which was outlining his perfectly chiseled upper body. I was looking down at his body.

"My eyes are up here..." he said noticing I was gazing. I looked up from his body like I wasn't staring.

"So, wassup?" He asked me. "How's baby mama doing?"

I laughed. "Get out my face..." I giggled as I walked around him.

"Nah I really wanted to ask you who was that guy at the door a few days ago?" Diggy is very nosey obviously.

"None of your business, Thank you very much." I said trying to get away from Diggy.

"Tell me!" He whined like a girl.

"Okay. It was a gift from Jacob..." I finally said. I think I hit a nerve in Diggy or something because he flared his nose and rolled his eyes.

"You okay?" I asked him. He was obviously still not over me, and to be honest I wasn't over him fully. But I dont want to ruin any chance I may have with Jacob. That's if I accept his apology.

"I'm good" he brushed it off.

I just sighed and began walking to my room. I looked over at the couch and noticed Bre wasn't there. I assumed she probably went to the bathroom, so I proceeded to my room. As I walked closer and closer to my door, I heard shuffling going on in my room.

"What?" I whispered to myself. I quietly pressed my ear against the door.

"Yeah, Nique. This bitch is hiding something. I think Diggy got her pregnant..." I heard Bre say on the other side of the door. She sounded like she was on the phone with that Zonnique girl.

How dumb can she get? I silently opened my door. She was going through my closet and trashing it. She ripped the majority of my school work up and threw it on the floor. I was furious but I couldn't get crazy being that I'm pregnant. I don't need any stress on this baby.

"You found anything?" I said loud enough for her to hear me. It was like she's seen a ghost when she saw me. "Get the heII out of my room." I sternly said.

She seemed to show no intimidation or fear. She charged towards me like she was gonna jump on me. Honestly I was getting a little timid by how angry she looked.

"Whose baby is that!" She yelled.

"None if your Damn Business! now get the heII out if my room!"

Diggy came running into my room in worry.

"What happened? Why y'all yelling?" Bre was getting hyped and waving her hands all over the place. I was trying to keep my composure.

"I caught your girlfriend going through my stuff!" I said with an attitude. Diggy looked at Bre in disbelief.

"Bre? What's wrong with you?" He said.

Bre then yelled "Diggy is she Pregnant by you?!?"

Me and Diggy both looked at each other in confusion. We both simultaneously said "HeII No!"

"I Don't believe that shit!" She yelled.

I shook my head and calmly said, "Dan, get your girl. I don't need anymore stress on this baby. If she doesn't believe me, let her see how far she'll get with her assumptions."

I know that me and Bre began to grow this hatred for each other, but I didn't know she would go this shockingly far. We all three stood there in silence.

"Bre... I think it's time for you to leave..." Diggy broke the silence.

"What? You know what... Fuck this." She flung her hands in the air. "You care more about this bitch more than you do me anyways. I love you, Diggy... Fuck you."

"Just go..." He pointed her out my room. "I don't trust you, and apparently you don't trust me..." He walked her out.

Diggy closed the door on her and sat on the couch. I felt no sort of bad for Bre. I was just glad that she was gone. She has no trust in Diggy at all, but don't bring your dis functional love over to my house, But All I know, is that love hurts... badly. I walked over to the couch and sat next to him. He stared at the tv As no tears fell. It was weird. Maybe he wanted Bre to leave? As soon as I sat down he sat up.

"Need a hug?" I asked him. He took his gaze off the tv and looked at me. He eventually gave in and hugged me. "That's all you needed was a hug!" I smiled. I tried pulling away from the hug but Diggy didn't let go. "Okay Diggy.... you can let go now..." his hands started caressing me. He was getting a little touchy. I heard his breather getting harder. Next thing I knew, He was placing soft kisses on my neck.

"Umm... uhh Diggy?" I said. I wanted to let go but I caught myself closing my eyes and enjoying it. "Diggy stop..." I moaned. He worked the kisses up to my jawline. He was inches away from my lips. Those inches turned into centimeters quick. He was just about to kiss me but I stopped him. I looked him in his eyes. They were filled with lust. "Just friends.... remember?" I said. I swiftly got out the couch and went into my room. I knew He wasn't over me. That's what's keeping me from getting back with Jacob...