By Corruption I Fall

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Xiomara
"Was I not clear?! Do you not speak English? Get her on the goddamn table right this instant!"
In front of everyone?!
Please, God, no.
This was humiliating.
Everyone would see me naked.
Hear me.
Record me!
"You're fucking insane!"I yelled at him.
Dmitry glared at me with wild eyes, "Have I given you permission to speak directly to me?"
"Fuck your permission!"
He chuckled sinisterly,"Feral, wild devochka"
Dmitry whipped his gun against my cheek and struck me so violently, I fell to the ground with only black in the corner of my vision.
Clouds.
It's been so cloudy in the morning and nights of my mind.
My sleep.
My days.
Abuse.
I sobbed quietly, trying to move back around.
"Fucking bastard. What the hell is the matter with you?!"
I was picked up by Wren and sat back down aside him and Oryon who turned and looked at me with an expression that hurt me more than my physical wounds. He was trying so hard to not look after me and only wiped my face of the dust I picked up from my blow to the glass.
"I fucking swear, All cunts are the same!" Dmitry complained.
I showed my disgust more clearly now to him. I let him that how dearly I hated him.
"I'll kill her, your brothers, everyone you care for if you don't move your ass in three seconds"
Oryon touched my arm, I looked at him, we shared a silent agreement.
We had to play this shitty game in order to get out of here unscathed.
"I don't want this either," Oryon murmured.
"Don't hurt me too much, I beg you" I said, tears still running down my cheeks.
He didn't say anything.
He tugged me up with him.
Leading me to the table.
Pushed me down on it.
Sending all the bottles and drugs flying against the ground and the wall.
The part of me that adored me yearned for his sweet kisses.
My dignity at being put on display for a bunch of strangers to view me like this was the other revolting part.
Oryon didn't look happy either. He was enraged, rightfully so,
This was sickening.
Who would want to watch rape happening?
But I felt them. Slobbering after seeing them.
Stroking their cocks to get a turn with me.
Oryon pushed me to lay completely down.
I didn't look at him.
I couldn't.
I became numb.
Disconnected.
"No,no. Stay with me. You are my girl. My life. You love me. Remember what you mean to me. Forgive me. I'll spend the rest of my life at your mercy for this," Oryon whispered in my ear, he sounded choked, broken down.
At his lifelessness, I reacted.
I gave him a curt nod.
What else could I do?
I was to be taken,
one by one,
or perhaps several at a time.
They all say hello to me.
Tongues out.
Stroking their cocks through their slacks.
But my life makes sense when I'm with him.
"Come on, hurry this up. Flirting with her won't help" Dmitry waved his gun around, "Makedon, For my next act, I want you to flip up her skirt, take her underwear off and lick her till she screams"
My stomach turned.
That was so intimate.
So passionate.
So vulnerable.
"Fuck you, Seid" Oryon said, as he got down on one knee and touched my skirt.
Dmitry smirked, "Fuck you right back"
Oryon pushed it up slowly, Dmitry's men closing in on us, daring to give him pointers on how to make me come the quickest.
Oryon touched the lining of my panties, caressing me, trying to make this pleasurable.
Not now, I wanted to tell him.
In the privacy of our bedroom.
Not like this.
Never like this.
I cried harder as I felt my panties being slid down my legs and dropped to the floor.

"Stop, please..." I covered my face with both of my hands in embarassment.

Oryon fisted his hands against my ankles, "I can't"

He touched my warmth, trying to find my wetness, my obvious desire but I was barely even damp. I couldn't want this. I did not want this.

No matter how much I loved him.
What has he done to me?
"Spread her legs. I want everyone to see the whore's pretty pussy" Dmitry ordered. Fuck, I should have listened to Dulor, I should have brought that blade with me to slit the asshole's neck.

Oryon did as he was told and spread my legs slowly.

There were immediate howls and exclaims,

"She has the most gorgeous pussy I've ever seen"