Battle scars

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Boyd...dead. Erica..dead. Sacrifices. The alpha pack. A Darach. Does Derek hate me? Maybe. Probably. No he couldn't. He was just mad and sad. But Boyd's dead. And my brothers killed him. What if everyone hates me?! They might...

There was a knock on my bedroom door. "El can I come in?" Isaac asked. I just sat on my bed with my knees to my chest.

I didn't answer him. "El I have some food for you!" He said, "El you need to eat!"

He came in anyway. Held a plate of food. God knows what it was. He sat next to me. He handed me the plate but I pushed it back.

"Ok well have you drank anything?!" He asked. I ignored him again. Getting lost in my thoughts.

What if Scott hates me. What will I do? Will I have to leave beacon hills?

"Elena" Isaac said.

"Isaac I'm fine seriously!" I yelled slightly.
I stood up and realised some of my wounds from yesterday haven't healed.

Then there was a knock on the front door. Isaac went down to see who it was. Once Isaac left my room I went to the bathroom. My bathroom.

I closed to door and I washed my face. I looked up to the mirror. "Murderer" my reflection said

"Everyone hates you!" It screamed, "Killer!"
"Friendless!"

"Shut up!" I screamed slamming my hands on the sink. I started at my reflection.

"Worthless! No one likes you Elena! And now Boyd's dead because of your brothers... everyone hates you!" It said.

I clenched my fist. "Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP!" I yelled repeatedly and I punched the mirror over and over.

The mirror shattered into a million pieces. I screamed and cried as I still punched the mirror. Then I heard Isaac and Scott.

Isaac opened the door to the bathroom but I still punched the mirror. "El! Elena!" Isaac said as he forced my fist away from the mirror.

I looked to Isaac then back to my mirror. Parts were covered in blood and it was shattered to a billion pieces.

Then I looked down at my fist. My knuckle was cut and bruised but it quickly healed along with my other wounds.

"Elena are you ok?" Scott asked me. He sounded worried.

"I'm fine! I'm fine!" I repeated. I went to my bed and cried.

"Elena no one is mad at you for Boyd" Isaac said he tried to make me feel better. It's not working.

"Scott?" I said lifting my head from my pillow.

"Yeah" he said.

"Does Derek hate me?" I asked him.

"No he hates the alphas" Scott said.

I tried to smile but that didn't work. I dried my eyes and I sat up on my bed. Isaac sat next to me and he pulled me in from my waist into a hug.

I put my head on his shoulder and he played with my hair. Him and Scott we talking but I was to tired to hear anything. Eventually I fell asleep.