Alone *One Direction Fanfic*

Chapter 17

HARRY'S POV

*Three weeks later*

I awoke up to the usual beeping of heart monitors and nurses entering and leaving. When I finally focused I remembered, four more days. Four. Only four more days until all hope was gone. The day I got back from subway with Louis she was just moved into a different room and I was very upset, I had a small sliver of hope she woke up. In four more days the doctor had announced he will be pulling the plug on trying to wake up Kai. I was pretty much lucky because I had convinced the doctors on numerous occassions to keep the machines still going and I knew this was it. They wouldn't hold it off any longer, they would pull it in four more days. Four more days and I will know for sure whether Kai would open her eyes or keep them closed. The suspense killed me but the worst part was counting down the days. It was a matter of four days and I knew any hope of her waking up were very slim. I sat awake for a couple hours beside Kai's bed. You would think I'd have a prepared speech ready if she were to wake up considering all the time I spent doing nothing. Just waiting in silence, but the thing was, I didn't want to count the eggs before they hatched. What if she didn't wake up and I spent time thinking about what could've been? My stomach growled and I concluded I needed something to eat. 

"I'll be back Kai." I whispered.

I always did this although she would never move a muscle. I got up and walked toward the door. As I entered the cafeteria the wave of food hit me and it smelled pretty good but at the same time disgusting. I got in line but it wasn't very long. It was just an older gentleman ordering for some food. I was placing things on my tray and went up to the person working. 

"Mr.Styles someone dropped off a box of pizza for you this morning." The cashier said as he pulled the box from somewhere I don't know. 

I took the box out of his hands and a sticky note was stuck to the top and it read,

"Louis xx"

I grinned. That boy was always thinking of me. It's like he could sense that I was growing very sick and tired of this hospital food. I thanked the man and walked to an empty two seated table with the pizza box. If only Kai was awake then maybe she could fill that empty chair. I sighed and opened the box, Louis knows me so well. I like regular plain cheese pizza. I smiled and took a bite out of the pizza. It was still warm which means Louis was here not long ago. It felt good to know people are thinking about you. I finished three slices of delicious pizza and brought the rest back to Kai's room. I did the usual, I would just sit there holding her hand and when I got upset that she wouldn't move then I would go on Twitter and follow some fans. Now that I was in the hospital most of the time, I had more time to do things like that. I would be able to reply to fans, follow, and get to interact more. I felt good about it because my fans complain that's impossible to get a follow from me, and that I follow the least amount of fans out of all the boys. I was on twitter for quite a while and I looked up and there was no sun shining through the window, wow it was almost night. I shrugged and looked back to my phone and then I realized. Another day has passed. It was closer to being three more days. I gulped and I felt tears. I took Kai's hand.

"Kai, please please please wake up. I need to let you know I'm sorry for doing this to you. I feel so bad and I don't want you to die because of me, I need you to wake up. Please please please. I would do anything just to see your eyes open." I waited for any type of response and I didn't get one. 

I put my head against the side of her bed and began to cry. Why did this happen? She was going to die and it was going to be all my fault. I still got that little shock everytime I touched her even though she wasn't even awake. Even in a coma she still had that affect on me. I shivered and I just wish I could rewind time and bring it back to the moment where she ran away. I wish I sped up just a little bit more so I could get to her in time. I just wish if I didn't beat up the man and just swam to find her instead she wouldn't have gone through this. She has been through so much already and I just made it worse. I couldn't control the tears I just couldn't.