Alone |✔

Mistakes

                      I have been bored since we started driving, everyone was talking about some shit that I didn't want to hear, like how they were arguing how long it takes to make popcorn or what comes first chicken or egg. Bunch of babies.

I didnt really start conversation with anyone, I don't even want to start a conversation. I was looking out the window at the deserted mountains. We left the city like 3 or maybe 4 hours ago and no one has since then seen anything suspicious.

I was still sceptical about Kenji coming with us but there was nothing I could do, Im not the leader here, probably Carlo and Kim is now, that doesn't mean I will listen to any of them. As I was lost in my thoughts I didn't acknowledge anyone sitting down next to me.

I was brought out of my thoughts by someone tapping my knee, I jumped a bit, looking up at the person who was rude enough to interrupt me I saw the one asshole in this group. Kenji.

He had his mask and hood off now, his grey eyes staring at me with curiousity, his perfectly shaped eyebrows raised with questioning look ''You have been like this since we started driving''

I squinted my eyes at him, debating to ignore him or answer him. Eh, I don't want to talk to him, so I turned my back and mumbled ''Leave me alone''

He chuckled, that sound was kind of addicting ''What got your panties in a twist?"

I snapped my head at him quicker then I ever have, I kind of got worried breaking it ''Why don't you fuck off Kenji?''

He reaised his hands in defence ''Jeez. Women. Calm your boobies''

I gave him a blank look but inside I was furious, How dare he?! ''Listen here you Dick head, I have no mood to argue with you. So why dont you just fuck off?''

By now everyone was looking at us, I didn't care, they can look all they want. It was quiet, the only thing heard was my heavy breathing.  Right now I have this urge to just stop the car and get out of here. I can't stand the sight of Carlo and anyone else right now.

Kenji wasn't smiling anymore, he scratched the back of his neck ''Sorry'' Got up and left.

I got up taking my gun with me and went to Chester, he had his hat off now and his greyish berarly hair was visible ''How much further?''

He glanced at me before looking back at the road ''2 or 3 hours. Everything okay?''

I nodded and sat in the passenger seat where Kim sat but now she is in the back with my 'friends'. I brought my gun to rest against my leg and leaned back. Closed my eyes and focused on my breathing ''I just want everything to be over with. I want to get my punishment and over''

I heard Chester from the left of me ''What did you do?''

I opened my eyes turning my head to the side to look at him ''Killed someone. Kim didn't take it easy''

He chuckled ''She is like that. Hang in there kid. You will save everyone. Just don't give up''

I sighed and turned to watch out the window ''What if I am too tierd to continue?''

I heard silence for couple of seconds before he answered in stern voice ''Sure that could happen. But remember when that happens, think about how far you have gotten, about your friends who I can see is everything you have. I can see you hate them right now for relying on you but... but sometimes its better for that to happen then being alone without purpose, without any ideas of what you will do. That boy back there, Carlo I think, he kept you going this far, can he get you further?''

I thought over what he said, he is right but I have no one to keep moving for, Carlo doesn't want anything to do with me, he hates me now, he doesn't feel the same way anymore, and well the rest of my friends are just... they are everything I have and there isn't anything I wouldn't do for them ''He can't. Not anymore''