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21

It has been a week since the last time Taehyung and Jisoo talked to each other and weren't fully able to meet up because Blackpink went to the US while Jennie stopped any possible communication between them.

"Tae? Are you alright? Do you need two days off?" Namjoon asked when he noticed Taehyung in a corner

"I'm alright" he forced a smile making Namjoon frown "Are you sure Hyung is gonna be okay?" Jungkook asked when he saw Taehyung's obvious state making Jin sigh

"Should we ask him?" he asked and Jungkook and Hoseok looked at each other

"Do you think he will be okay now that we'll be going on tour a few days away?" Yoongi said while Jimin worriedly glanced at Taehyung who was staring at thin air.

When practice ended, Jimin knocked on Taehyung's bedroom door before going in.

"Tae? Are you okay?" he softly asked and saw Taehyung put down his phone

"Can you stop asking me that? I have been hearing that question every minute" he complained so Jimin didn't answer before seating beside him

"Are you checking if she sent you a message again?" this time Taehyung stayed silent because it was true

"It has been many days since you last saw each other Tae. Isn't already the right time to talk to her?" he said while analyzing Taehyung's expression

"It's just not the right time. The rumors are still circulating and I'm sure Jennie is keeping her from contacting me. It's just so hard, you know" he said and sighed and brushed his hair

"Hey, hey, it will be okay" Jimin said when he noticed Taehyung starting to break down "I'm sure Jisoo will contact you soon" he said

"That's the problem. You don't know her like I do Jimin-ah and I'm afraid that she will think that she's ruining my reputation and break up with me. I don't want that. I don't want that to happen" he kept blabbering until he finally started crying.

Jimin's heart ached to see his friend having a hard time so he patted Taehyung's back to comfort him.

While Jisoo collapsed on her hotel bed tiredly as she feels sick and at the same time heartbroken.

Jennie wasn't letting her contact Taehyung and even guarded her phone having her off-limits.

She stared at the ceiling remembering Taehyung expression the last time they met.

She sat up and opened her laptop and many comments welcomed her when she opened her social media.

Taes_girl_: Stay away from Taehyung!

Btsfangirl_21: Attention seeker

Jimins_jams: Is it just me or does she doesn't suit Taehyung?

Jinnie_4: I knew it! We should stop believing those rumors because she's too ugly and I would be disappointed in Tae.

Princess Seokjin:🤮🤮🤮

Every comment was like a knife stabbing her in the heart and as much as she looks at it she's either ruining her group or Taehyung himself.

She closed the laptop in disappointment and hugged her knees to give comfort to herself.

While Jennie, Lisa, and Rosè were all in front of Jisoo's door as Jennie knocked.

"Eonnie! Let's eat together in our room" Lisa said and they looked at each other when no one answered

"We're coming in" Jennie said and opened the door. As they entered the hotel room and inside the bedroom, they quickly noticed Jisoo curled up in the bed.

"Eonnie? Is your fever burning up again?" Jennie asked, worriedly and went to her and tried checking her forehead but stopped when she noticed she was crying.

"Why are you crying?" she asked and Lisa and Chaeyoung quickly sat beside her too so they were all in the bed.

"I'm sorry for being a burden to all of you" she said in tears and all of their hearts ached at her words

"Eonnie, why would you think that? Your not a burden" Chaeyoung said while shaking her head

"Is this about Taehyung sunbae?" Jennie asked and Jisoo only turned her head "Maybe she saw the comments on her instagram, Eonnie" Lisa said when she remembered those hateful comments so Jennie looked worriedly at her

"Why would you do that, Eonnie? You told me to not look at the comments so why.." she stopped talking when the tears continued to fall

"Hey, is it better if I just broke up with him?" She said that made them silent "Would it be better if I stopped all of this so no one would get hurt?" she said, the thoughts went into her head like water in a bottle

"Stop.." Jennie said in a silent voice "Because it's not only me who is getting involved. If this continues we might disband and all our hard work even BTS is in the peak of their career" Jisoo continued blabbering

"I said stop!" she froze when Jennie shouted and when she looked at them all of them was looking at her with teary eyes

"We don't want you to sacrifice anything for us, Eonnie" Jennie said while shaking her head and squeezed her hand

"I'm sorry for all I've done to you but I didn't want you to get hurt or leave us. Say that I'm selfish, I don't care but your more important to us" she said that Jisoo couldn't completely understand

"What are you saying?" she asked in a trembling voice "She's saying that even how much we don't want to you to get hurt it hurts as more if your going to sacrifice your own happiness for us" Chaeyoung said in hiccups

"Even how much this group is important to us we don't want to keep you away from your happiness, Eonnie" Lisa said.

She couldn't believe what she was hearing now, this three girls that she considered as her own sisters was now willing to sacrifice their hard work for her.

Even how much she thinks about it this was not going to make het happy.

She was so overwhelmed by the emotions that her tears instantly fell like waterfalls as the three hugged her in comfort.

What should she do?

A/N:

I think a few more chapters to go before this book officially ends so I would like to thank you to the support all of you gave in this book because it's my first time writing a fan fiction. And Happy 4k reads to us🎉🎊

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