If Only | ✔️

13

"I am too old for this Jimin" Jin whined as he sat across him "Oh, shut up Hyung. Your the one who suggested we go here after practice" Jimin said

"And as if I also wanted to be here and it's not my fault you lost to rock papers and scissors" he added and Jin's eyes furrowed when he noticed something

"Wait, where's Taehyung? Didn't he get out of the car with us?" he asked so Jimin rolled his eyes

"Well while you were complaining and whining how your legs hurt he went off to buy burgers that Jungkook and Yoongi hyung wanted across the street," he said

"We are not doing this again. We are asking the manager hyungs next time" he groaned making Jimin shake his head when he noticed something from the side of his eye

"Wait, isn't that Jisoo?" he asked and Jin's head automatically turned like all the tiredness from his body disappeared

"Seriously this Hyung.." Jimin sighed and looked at what he found.

Even with the mask on he could tell that it was EXO's Suho was the guy Jisoo was talking to.

Because they were near them and were wearing disguised they weren't seen but enough space to hear their conversation.

"Do you need help on carrying them?"

"It's alright. I'll just ask for a plastic bag... By the way, how are you and Taehyung? The last time I saw the both of you he was courting you"

The both of them looked at each other wide-eyed "How did he know about them?" Jin whispered

"How would I know Hyung?" Jimin answered and looked back at the two.

"Were fine. Were happy"

"Is that so? Did you... Did you answer him?"

He could hear Jin gasped "Who does he think he is? That's Taehyung's girlfriend he's talking to" he huffed as Jimin continued to listen

"No" he ignored Jin's dramatic gasp again and sighed "Should we tell this to Tae?" he asked and looked at Jisoo leave the shop and Jin was about to answer when someone talked first

"No need. I heard everything" their heads whipped in the direction and saw Taehyung with a cold look as he sat beside Jimin and out the burgers on the table

"T-Tae, maybe there's an explanation about what we heard?" Jin tried explaning and Jimin nodded

"He's right. You should clear this out with Jisoo but of course whatever decision you make we'll support you" he said that Taehyung completely ignored and stayed silent so the two looked at each other.

*****

When Jisoo arrived at the dorm, the living room was silent.

She thought no one was home and was about to contact one of them until she passed by Lisa's room to see her silently seating on her bed.

"Lisa?" she called out as she entered the room and turned on the light

"Hi, Eonnie. Jennie eonnie is with Irene eonnie while Chaeyoung is with Hyeri" she said and Jisoo quickly noticed that fake smile.

She sighed and sat beside her "What's the matter Lisa-ah?" she asked so Lisa looked at her and faked a laugh

"What do you mean Eonnie? Nothing's wrong with me" she said and tucked the baby hair behind her ear

"Don't lie to me Lalisa. I know you're bothered about something" she said so Lisa sighed when she knows that Jisoo won't stop until she says something

"Don't you think I'm the reason why Jennie Eonnie is always crying?" she asked as she stared at the wall and Jisoo was too shocked to answer quickly

"What? Why would you think that Lisa?" she asked so Lisa looked at her

"I know what they have been saying about her Eonnie. Its not about her dating scandal or lazy scandal anymore it's about how they say she bullies me. She didn't do anything but be a sister to me and yet they say mean things about her" she said while looking down and Jisoo tried calming her down

"You know that's not true Lisa. Just ig-" Lisa looked her in the eye and shook her head

"Don't say to ignore it Eonnie. Everybody says to ignore it. You said to ignore it even Chaeyoung said that to me but how can I ignore it when one of the special people in my life is being judged by people who don't even know her and I can't even do anything to help her" she was so frustrated that she ended up crying

"Don't think like that Lisa. What would Jennie think if she hears you say that? Sometimes you could help people by being silent. I think Jennie also appreciates that and would hate it if she knows you are blaming yourself. As long as there are people who know the truth, Jennie will surely be happy" she said and Lisa was so moved that she sobbed as Jisoo caressed her back.

In the end, Lisa ended up crying herself to sleep so she went back to her room and leaned her body to the door before she slowly sat.

It was like their debut all over again, many people loved them but some hated that they even debuted as Blackpink.

She couldn't help but let her tears fall in agony. She hates how her members are hurt, how they question themselves and she doesn't want them regretting being part of Blackpink.

All those hate comments and haters are all just sick.

It was so tiring to even see the pain of other than herself and being the oldest among them she feels the heavy burden of not doing anything to even help the members of their feelings.

Of the pain, they are suffering. And now she is crying when all of the memories of her members crying kept her painful emotions intact.

But she's not the only one who's questioning everything because in BTS dorm the members don't know what's happening to Taehyung who suddenly locked himself up.

And both Jin and Jimin are starting to worry about what will happen.