Dirty thoughts

10

I was currently getting ready with Julian downstairs waiting for me. It's 5:30 and I'm now getting out the shower! When I read the note I was procrastinating how much tv I should watch before I took a nap. Then I was over thinking how much time I should sleep, and what time I'm going to take a shower and get ready. It was 4 when I came to a conclusion.

I can't even remember what I was doing for that hour, all I know was that I was wasting time. I quickly pop on a outfit and some shoes before heading downstairs. I decided to go simple white crop top with khaki cargo pants and white air forces. I also put on the jock jacket Julian gave me. It's actually his he gave it to me the..... I honestly don't remember but he gave it to me way before we started dating.

I grab my tote bag with everything in it heading downstairs. "Julian?" I called out to make sure he was still there. "In the kitchen babe." He replied. I walked into the kitchen to see him rolling out dough, while my mom needed some dough. "What are you guys doing?" I laughed. My mom was extra focused so Julian just answered "your mom needed help with this so I decided to give her a hand." He shrugged. I sat at one of the tables a waiting for Julian to finish rolling out the 3 pieces of dough.

He washed his hands from the flour and dried them off. As soon as we reached the front door my mother mouths he's a keeper then she winked at me.

I liked that she liked him. It made me happy that someone approves and is not consistently at his throat. Not that I need his approval to date him.

Julian opened his car for me. I get in and so does he after me. "Hey babe." Julian leaned over giving me a kiss. "Hi." I smiled at him. "Sorry I took so long to get ready."

"It's ok, ready to go?" I shook my head yes and we went over to the mall.

It was chill today we actually got a good parking spot easy to remember. "So where do you wanna go?" Julian asked me. I really didn't know, I didn't want anything from the mall really. But I could buy some more perfume and clothes, especially dresses. All I wear are jeans and shirts.

"Could we go to forever 21?" I turn to see Julian on his phone texting someone. What caught my eye was heart right next to the name. I tried to lean over his shoulder to read the name but he shut the off the phone to quick. "what was that?" He asked putting his phone in his back pocket. but the screen was facing inwards. I started to feel uneasy and worried, why is his phone facing inwards? Why does he have a person name with a heart? I was about to get mad when I realized I was overthinking the whole thing. He probably was texting his sister or someone close to him.

"Babe you alright?" Julian asked waving his hand in my face. "Yea sorry I spaced for a sec." I smiled trying to reassure him that I was fine. Julian grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers together. We walked to forever 21 with a lot of girl looking at me side ways, then boys were coming out of no where dapping him up.

"seems like someone is popular." I joked. "Not really, I don't even know half of those guys."

"Is that like a boy thing?" There's like this unspoken rule where when you dap up a guy or pass him more than 3 times your automatically there homeboy. "I guess, but I don't really socialize, mainly keep to myself and friends."

"O so what am I pork chop?" We walked into the store and I automatically see that set maddie from euphoria wore. "OMG no fucking way! It's here! OMG, OMG!" I immediately grabbed it, I didn't care for the rest of clothes because this did it for me. "What is that?" Julian looked at the outfit weird with his nose scrunched up."huh don't look at it like that." I said with a bit of sas. "well excuse me jeez." Julian posed with his hands on his hips and his finger in the air waving back and forth. I laughed at him trying to mimic me. "your an ass." I said between laughter. "yea but i'm your ass." Julian swung his arm around my neck and walked to the cash register.

"total will be 130 dollars."

"Huh?!" 130 dollars!!! What the fuck is this made out of? I would have got 50 dollars or something but 130! They out there god damn mind.

I turn to see Julian putting his card into the machine. Before I could even stop him it was already paid for. "Babe!" My jaw was literally hanging off my fucking face! "That was 130. I don't even have that much to pay you back!"

I know he is my boyfriend but sometimes we need to have limits and that will be one of those. "Baby there's no need. You were excited about getting it so we got it." Julian took the bag from the cashier grabbed my hand and walked out of forever 21. "K where else do you wanna go?" Julian asked looking around the mall.

He must be out of his mind if he thinks I'm going  let him spend more money on me. "I'm good,
Let's get a pretzel and go." Julian nodded his head.

We order our pretzels and started driving back home. "Babe I can't stay with you today. Uh my father is sick so I gotta take care of him."

"That's alright. Thanks for taking me to the mall today." Julian put his hand on my thigh rubbing it up and down. "No problem. Also wanna come over after the movies on Friday?"

"Yea sure." Julian dropped me home then left to go to his house. I really didn't do anything but I was tired as hell. I put my bag down in the dresser, taking off my clothes. I was left in bra and pantie, I plopped down on the bed feeling relaxed.

I kept thinking about Julian and how much he just spent on me. I know he said I didn't have to but it feels wrong not paying him back. I could never be a boyfriend because I would have told myself to put that shot back. I could have got a shirt for 20 dollars if he really wanted to spend some money.

My phone buzzed with an incoming text. The id said unknown. When I opens the text it was a girl warning me about Julian. Hey, you don't know me but I just wanted to say be careful. Julian isn't a person you need to get yourself involved with. Trust me I've been there and it didn't end pretty.

I don't know if that's suppose to be a threat or an actual warning. She probably a girl from the mall hating because my man looks better than her's.

Maybe a jealous ex. Who really cares anyways, Julian and I are happy together fuck what the people think.

I'm sorry if you didn't like this chapter I
As having serious writers block. I deleted this one chapter like 5 times trying to make it interesting 😭