Dirty thoughts

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i'm really sorry guys. i having trouble with motivation to finish this book. but i promise i wont leave it undone. i'm working on this book till i finish it then the other one. so if you reading my hate for him, it wont be updated for a long while. 

Ace pov

Today was Friday we didn't have school because school was being closed till further notice. Someone threatened all the teachers. I don't know what the threat said but it scared the school so now we're shut down. In all honesty that guy/girl is a hero because who the fuck wants to go to school anyways.

I tried calling val's cell but it went straight to voicemail, I mean no ring or nothing. I texted her and the text message I sent, got sent back to me. That when I knew she blocked me.

Valentina blocked me! I checked her snap blocked too, insta blocked, TikTok blocked, twitter blocked. She literally blocked me on every social she has. I don't know how I got blocked but I'm damn sure it was Julian. 

I rushed over to her house out of pure anger. I know I shouldn't have and she's probably going to get mad but I couldn't give 2 fucks. When I was 3 houses away from her house, I saw her walking out the door. She looked really nice, causal, but nice. She had a shirt tied up and some ripped jeans. She wore her black and white Jordan 1's, Her hair was pulled back with two pieces of curled hair in the front. 

She looked so gorgeous... and happy. So despite my feelings I left. I went back home, to my boring old house. 

I had this strange feeling in my stomach. I felt like something was out of order, I felt like I should be seeing  something but I cant. It's probably me being paranoid because I don't like that ugly bastard. 

I got home, took a shower, played some games and I ordered pizza. The whole night my mind was on val. I would get little flash backs of us doing some wild shit or cuddled up watching some pointless show. I decided to sleep it off because the pit in my stomach only grew stronger.

WARNING MENTION OF SA(sexual assault)  IN THIS PART AND NEXT CHAPTER!!!! 

Valentina pov

Me and Julian arrived to the movies, we decided to go with a horror movie. Quite place 2 was out so we went with that. I got our seats and Julian got the snacks. We got nachos some candy popcorn and soda. We were in the middle by the stairs which I liked. The movie started and I could tell Julian wasn't paying attention. His hands kept gliding on my thigh, and his fingers would sometimes poke through the rips in my jeans. 

Not going to lie I was uncomfortable, I was genuinely trying to enjoy the movie cause I was dying to watch it. But Julian was messing that up. I touched his hand which was to stop it but he just intertwined our fingers and kissed my hand. "babe, we could do this when we get home." I sent him a nice smile hopping he would stop which he did. But I could have sworn I seen him roll his eyes. He let go my hand too.  

When the movie was done we went back to his house. Which I didn't mind, that was the original plan anyways. But I kinda felt worried. In the car his hands kept touching my thigh and sometimes my vagina. 

When he got his house as soon as he unlocked the door he attacked my lips. He lifted me off the ground kissing me roughly. I know that he was in the mood and he was trying to get me in the mood but I wasn't. I didn't want to have sex with him right now. 

"Ju-" I was cut off by his lips. Every time I tried to tell him he would cut me off by kissing me or saying "not right now baby." This felt so wrong, I wasn't even turned on in the slightest. There would be times where I felt something but its not enough to make me wanna fuck him.