Diverse

chapter 2

I got up and looked at her and walked out and I have a huge decision that I gotta make where I wanna go. I looked at everyone and I left to go to my next class and  I looked at my piece of paper but  I didn't do anything. I was thinking of where I wanna go.  I heard the bell and it was time to go and I headed home and my brother wasn't there.  I walked home very quickly and I saw my parents home at the table drinking water and I looked at them and waved and I headed up to my bedroom and I just sat there.

I heard a knock and it was my brother and he sat on the end of my bed and looked at me and he made sure my parents were upstairs. "So how was the test, Tris?" I looked at him and gave him a smile and I got up and I closed my bedroom and door so my parents don't hear us talking about the test at all. "It went fine and I'm deciding where I wanna go because I know I don't wanna say here." He looked at me with a  sad face but he didn't look upset at all when I said that but I think he understood where I was coming from.

"Just please don't t choose dauntless tris they are bad." I looked at him with a stern face because it is my choice not his and if that's where wanna go and that's where I wanna go he can't choose for me at all. " You chat tell me what faction to and not to pick and it's my choice, not yours. So keep your opinion to yourself ok." He looked at me and left my bedroom and kept the door open I didn't care if he left the door open I wanted it open and I lay on my bed just thinking of what I'm going to do but I don't know what I'm going to do.  

I looked at my room and went to see if there is a different dress in my closet and there was and I set it out for tomorrow and I set out my shoes and everything that is for tomorrow and I was kinda scared and happy at the same time and it was my parents turn to cook and I sat down at the table and listen to their conversation. I saw my brother come out and he didn't make eye contact with me and I guess he was still mad at me for staying that to him and I kinda felt bad but he shouldn't be worried about me anymore. My parents put the food down and we ate in peace and no one was talking and I was kinda happy about it. 

We all looked at each other and that was all and I looked out of the dining room window it was peaceful out there and I wanted to go outside but my parents won't prove that and I picked up all the dishes and cleaned them and put the left overs in the fridge. My parents were so grateful that I cleaned everything and I went up to my bedroom in just sat there until our parents came in and told us goodnight or they wanted to talk to us.

I looked out of my window and thought about somewhere else and didn't wanna be called stiff anymore. I don't wanna get made fun of any more I wanted to be me now. Now is my chance to be me and I don't  care if my whole faction hates me and I wanna be me and no one can stop that at all even my family. I saw my parents looking at me and they gave me a hug and they left the room and with tears coming down their faces and I think they are figuring it out that I'm not staying in abnegation anymore. I put on my gown that I wear to bed and i just lay there looking out of my window and I didn't know what to think anymore