My Sweet María (SPG)

Chapter 36

Maria Salvatore

AFTER MY shift I decided to meet up Samuel, actually he want to fetch me up but I declined. I don't want gossip,you know now a days makita lang may kasamang lalaki iba na ang isip lalo na't total package ang look ni Samuel.

Actually I've been restless this days, simula nang malaman kong si Tres na ang may ari nang hotel sometimes I haven't enough sleep because I'm worried that any moment Tres and I will meet. I sighed again, I'm sitting at the sea shore and thinking for awhile because ako makikipag meet up kay Samuel. I wanted to clear my mind first, I don't know why pero this days parang bumabalik ang bangungot nang nakaraan ko like the possibility na baka magkita kami ni Tres.

Ngayon bigla na naman sumulpot si Samuel, it's not that I don't want to see him it's just that his part of my past at ang nakaraan ay gusto ko nang kalimutan dahil masaya na ang buhay ko ngayon, namin. Matagal o umabot din nang taon before I totally accept that Tres will never be mine and someone already owned him. He got married and have a child and I'm already out of the picture in his life. Though I want to give my son a father, a complete family but thinking of ruin someone's family for my happiness and for my son makes my heart aches.

It shouldn't be like that, that time when I'm still in love with Tres I've crying all night and asking what's the problem in me? why he can't accept me and why he got Samantha pregnant? am I not enough? I have lot's of questions but still remained unanswered that till now I totally accept that maybe were not destined for each other. Maybe I'm so in love with Tres till now but I already forgotten it. I already buried it deep in my heart for the sake of my son.

I'm glad that till now hindi pa naghahanap nang Papa si Fourth dahil kong nagkataon hindi ko alam ang isasagot. Mabuti nalang dumating sa buhay ko ang anak ko dahil kong hindi, hindi ko alam kong anong nangyari sakin noon. My son is my savior, he saved me from loneliness when I found out who's my real mother is and when Tres leave me, my son save me and I'm very grateful that God give him to me as Tres remembrance, his my everything.

I got up and text Samuel that I'm coming..

Tama lang ang oras nang dating ko dahil mukhang kakarating lang din nang lalaki. Inilibot ko ang tingin sa sea food restaurant at namangha sa ganda nang design at mukhang masasarap ang mga pagkain, minsan lang naman kasi ako nakakalabas dahil masyadong busy sa trabaho, kaya naisip ko why not bringing my son here? medyo malayo layo lang pero carry naman.

Tumayo kaagad si Samuel nang makita ako at pinaghila nang upuan.

" Thank you."

I said while checking him out. His so handsome wearing black knitted format pants and slim fit shirt and pair of black shoes like attending a meeting but it suit him well.

" I'm glad you came Ri. Your so beautiful tonight." I chuckled and response as well.

" Your gorgeous too Samuel. By the way where's your girlfriend? don't tell me you haven't have till now? I won't believe it." I said while chuckling. He just smiled and shakes his head.

" I haven't Ria, I don't know pero parang may mali kapag nagkaka girlfriend ako this few years, I'm looking for something that I can't figure out but now I know the reason..." Sabi nito at tumiin nang mariin ang titig nito sakin tila inaarok ako sa pamamagitan nang tingin.

I got nervous kaya dali dali kong ininum ang isang basong tubig na nakalagay sa mesa at parang uhaw na uhaw dahil talagang sinimut ko ito dahil sa nerbiyos.

Napaiwas ako nang tingin dahil sa nakakailang nitong titig. Magsasalita sana ulit siya nang dumating ang waiter.

" Here's the menu Ma'am, Sir."