Dear BTS,
It's been some time since I wrote anything. My college classes started again. I should be able to graduate with my first Bachelor's degree within the next year or two. That one will be accounting. I want to get another one its almost the same with only about a semester and a half difference. It's kind of like I pass Go and collect $200 in monopoly. It's been a while since I played and board games. My friends and I would play them in the library a lot. We were called "high school connection" students but it really just meant we were going to the community college while still in high school. The semesters were different and most of us didn't have classes every day of the week so we got Fridays free to do what we wanted.
I kind of miss the friends I had in high school. My phone number changed shortly after and I had no way to contact them. There are a few friends I don't want to contact ever again. There was one guy who we called Josh (not his real name), he was alright until he wasn't. My female friend and I are close. We're both about the same height, same eye and hair color, I think most considered her to be prettier but I digress, the point is some even thought we were siblings. Josh texted me one day acting all weird and he actually asked me out. I asked the friend if he was acting weird. Turns out, he'd asked her out first. I consider that to be terribly rude. I should be shown a bit more respect than simply someone's rebound girl, especially because we had been friends.
I'm not sure yet what my romantic preferences are, however, I want to be someone's first choice. I understand the stereotype is that people choose male partners around the father figure in their life, as I do not have one I have no model for male partners. I only have models of what I never want to see in a partners, I have it in spades.
This is why I'm a fan. Your music and your personalities remind me that there's still some good people in the world. That somewhere out there I'll find a partner that will love and respect me and treat me right.
nSEp
