Gone

Eye contact

It's been a few days now, and Chan stayed true to his words. He hasn't let Jeongin leave the house. His phone was gone. So, he just watched TV the whole time Chan was gone. Jeongin behaved like a cat. He was mad at Chan, he didn't want him near him, but still Jeongin stood in the same room with Chan. And Chan could see that, but didn't comment on it. He was just glad that Jeongin still wanted him around. Jeongin hadn't talked with Chan, even though Chan tried.

Like every other day, Chan went straight home after school. He was calmer after Jeongin had weaken up but the boy refused to talk to him. He found the him on the couch watching the TV.

"What do you want for dinner?" Chan asked.

Of course, Jeongin didn't respond. Even though he wasn't eating with Chan, that didn't stop him from asking every day. Leaving a portion on the table for the boy to eat alone.

"Innie, why are you making this harder?" Chan asked.

"I'm making this hard? Chan you are keeping me locked. What do you expect? Me being happy?" Jeongin said.

"We were okey before he came and stood between us." Chan said.

Jeongin just stormed out of the room. Chan following.

"You can't act like that when you don't like were the conversation is going Jeongin." Chan said yanking the boy by the hand.

"You are mad? For what?" Jeongin shouted. He knew that Chan called him by his name only when he was mad at him.

"You are ignoring me the whole time Innie. You barely say a word to me." Chan said.

Jeongin just blinked at him for a moment.

"You forced me out of my life and expect that I would talk normally with you? Things don't work that way, Channie." Jeongin said.

"Innie, please let's talk." Chan pleaded.

"Talk about what? The fact that I can't have anyone besides you?" Jeongin yelled.

"You know its not like that Innie. He made you choose and I panicked. What did you expect me to do?" Chan said.

"Believe in me more maybe?" Jeongin told him.

"I was scared." Chan said above whisper.

"You are making me think that you wanted to be on Hyunjin's place." Jeongin joked.

But the fact that Chan avoided his eyes didn't make this easy.

"You wanted his place?" Jeongin asked not believing.

"Innie..." Chan started but was interrupted by the boy.

"Why didn't you say anything then? You want to talk now?" Jeongin yelled.

He was beyond pissed. He pushed Chan, making him fall back.

"You wanted his place?" The boy continues yelling.

Chan managed to stood up, but Jeongin pushed him again. Chan landing on the bed this time.

"You wanted his place?" Jeongin yelled again.

This was the first time Chan seeing Jeongin so angry. He didn't dare to talk back. Jeongin just grabbed Chan by the belt, unbuckling him. Then realization hit him. What was he doing and why wasn't Chan stopping him? But he was too angry to stop now. He placed his hand over Chan's length, feeling him twitch under the touch. He wanted this? Jeongin looked at Chan and saw his waiting gaze. Chan actually wanted this. He pulled the last piece of clothing revealing now Chan's hard member. He took it with one hand stroking him.

"Innie." Chan whispered.

Jeongin looked at him, waiting for Chan to stop him, but he didn't. He looked then at Chan's angry red tip demanding attention, his mouth watering for some reason. The boy finally took Chan in his mouth, hearing him hiss. Jeongin started bobbing his head, picking a slow pace. He could hear Chan's little moans and whimpers, making his own sex twitch in his pants. Yes, he was aroused from what he was doing. Even though what Chan did, this was still Chan and Jeongin wanted to please him.

When he looked up, he expected for Chan to be with his eyes closed. But he wasn't. He was staring back at him. Jeongin stilled for a moment, looking at Chan. It was only for a second but it felt like an eternity looking at Chan at that moment. He never saw him like this. So... So vulnerable. Jeongin was the one locked and here he had so much power over Chan. He started bobbing his head again, never breaking the eye contact. He didn't dare to blink. It was like they were the only two in the whole world. Just them. With no problems.

"Innie. I'm close." Chan warned.

This agitated Jeongin to suck even harder. Chan was struggling to hold eye contact with Jeongin but it was getting harder and harder with every move the boy did. And Chan lost it then. Closing his eyes, releasing in the boy's mouth. Without realizing, Jeongin released a moan from how fucked up Chan looked. He stood up, his erection could be seen clearly. Without thinking the swallowed whatever was in his mouth. Breaking the trance, he was in. Panic taking over. Chan placed his hand on the boy's belt.

"Innie, let me help you." Chan said gently.

"Don't touch me." Jeongin was harsh.

He stormed off in the bathroom, locking himself in. What have he done? Did he regret it? No. Did he enjoyed it? Yes. And he hated himself for that so... so much. He sat at the floor, burying his head between his hands. His cheeks getting wet. What had he done?

Chan just stood on the other side of the door. Hearing the boy's sobs. His heart breaking.

"Innie." He whispered.

But Jeongin heard it, making him cry harder.

The next day Jeongin was really bored. His jaw was sore from yesterday. He stood in front of Chan's laptop. Chan really hadn't planned this out, since the password was the same. So, the first thing Jeongin did was to see if there was a report of him missing. There wasn't. What a surprise. He just closed the laptop, pissed that no one was searching for him.

"Fuck it." He said opening the laptop again.

He did research. Finding all the documents he needed. Then he sends an email to his homeroom teacher. Explaining that he wanted to be home schooled. With face signed documents. It wasn't hard since, he signed whatever was needed himself. Since his parents didn't find time even for that. He wasn't going to break now. Not now, not ever.