Unexpected Fate

Chapter 6

In the rest of the school I tried to avoid him as much as I could. We have some classes together. I entered classes late, so I didn't have to talk to him, and sat very far from him. I could feel him stare at me for the whole class. I wanted to look at him so badly but I did not.

After school was over, I walked first as I could towards the parking lot but to my surprise, our car was nowhere to be seen. Then I remember Ryan told me that he and Jena would hangout today.

"Shit" – I curse at myself. Because if this was the other day, I would have gone with Xavier but,not today. Today is different from others. I don't even know now, about my feelings towards him.

"What should I do now?" – I question myself not realising someone already stands beside me.

"I can always drop you, you know cupcakes." – Someone speaks beside me. And I know the voice very well.

I turn towards him and my heart stops beating. There stood Xavier with his glory. I look at his face and the earlier scene relay in my mind. I don't know how long I have stared at him because I snap out my thoughts when I hear him clear his throat. I averted my face and looked down in embarrassment with blushed.

We stood there in silence for a few seconds. Then he sighs -"Come. I drop you in your house."

I knew that he was the only person I could go with because Rory went with Lucas to spend some time with each other. After thinking that I have no other option, I agree with him. I nod my head at him not trusting my voice.

He opens the car door for me in the passenger seat. Earlier when he opened the car for me, I have always kissed him on his cheek. And today also out of habit I turn my face to give him a kiss on his cheek but at the exact moment he also turns his head and we have our lip lock with each other for the second time.

My eyes got wide and I tried to pull away but Xavier had other intentions in his mind.

He shoves me inside the car while kissing me roughly. Like he waspunishing me to avoid him all time earlier. Then adjusting the seat he laid onme without breaking the kiss. His one hand gripped my head and the other handrested on my waist. But this time I did not kiss him back. I tried to push himaway but he did not budge. He gets irritated with my reaction so he pulls myhair down slightly and slides his hand towards my butt and slaps it, which onewas resting on my waist. I gasp at this intimacy. He took the opportunity tothrust his tongue inside my mouth.

I could not hold back anyone. I close my eyes and kiss him back with the same passion. My hands ran over his hair. I enjoy the new feeling that builds inside me. I could feel him smile in our kiss. After a few moments we got out of breath so we broke the kiss.

I slowly open my eyes to see his eyes are close and rest his forehead on mine.

He opens his eyes and looks straight in my eyes -

"I just want to test your lips for the last time. I know we should not do that. We have been best friends for years for god sake. But what is done is done. I know things might change between us but please Raya I request you, please do not avoid me anymore. It'll kill me. You don't know what happened back then in my heart when you ignore me. We should forget about the kisses which we have shared but I just want to say that I did not regret it. Not then, not now."

We have the same position as before. His one hand behind my neck and other hand rested on my butt. My hand rests on his board chest which is covered with his hoodie. I also feel relief after listening to his confession. 'At least he did not regret it' I thought in my mind.

"I did not regret it either Xavier" – I said looking at his eyes and feeling his body relax under my plum. And he is right. We should forget about it, because it's the right thing to do.

But why my heart aches to though about forgetting our moments. I don't know what happening with me all of a sudden. He is my best friend. I shouldn't have desire about him. It's wrong. After debating in my mind I thought its right, we should forget about this.

I take deep breath and said - "And you are right." – He gave me a confused look – "That we should forget about this."- I said with a hesitant smile. An unknown emotion flash on his eyes for split of seconds then he gives me also a smile and nods his head. Although that smile of his did not reach into his eyes.

Then he goes back to the driver seat after adjusting my seat. Starting the engine, we head towards my house in silence with so many thoughts in our mind.

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