Layla

misha

Today I will not be surprised by the call.
With that in mind I am up by 7 am . I know,  because jensen said it yesterday , that today its misha his turn to have jensens extra phone provided by the studio. I am up at 7 . Dressed and ready for the day by 9. I had some trouble to get dressed as I kept making excuses to do so. I drank a lot of coffee , took medication and then like a slot who didn't want to do something I went upstairs to dress. Right now I am waiting at the kitchen table with my phone ready for when they call. Meanwhile I am playing a card game on my laptop trying to keep busy. Yesterday I applied for 12 jobs and am now awaiting the responses of it before I go back into looking for a job.

I check the time after the what is probably 100th card game . 1pm the clock says . Knowing the calling hours are between 9 or 10 till 12 am I'm fairly sure misha forgot to call me. Not that I think it's a big deal cause it gives me some time to rest my head after all that chaos that is jensen and jared. I like them I really do but both of them are a hand full. Jensen held true to his word and hasn't texted me all day today . Another thing I'm half glad about.  Another part of me wants to pick my phone up and text him to see if he is alright. That's a thing about me . I always worry about other people.

My ringing phone pulls me out of my thoughts so I answer it . This time actually checking the caller for once . The phone said jensen? . I click the green button. " hi " I wave to misha on the other side of the phone. He greets me back with a " hi " and a little wave. " I'm sorry it took so long , I had some very long chats with a few fans " he says apologetic looking like a lost puppy . " hey its okay " I wave it off " I don't mind if you took your sweet time. You could've just texted to say you couldn't make it too a call I'm not that difficult " I smile at the exhausting looking misha. He gives a smile I am sure was supposed to look real but instead looks weak and exhausted.

" hey uh misha , it's okay if you want too go get some rest or something " I say kindly not wanting him to wear himself out just to talk to me. misha looks up at the phone. " nono that wouldn't be fair. Its alright " he says giving the same smile. I give him a worried glance " yea but are you okay ? " his eyebrows meet in the middle as he thinks for a while. " I... had a rough chat with one girl , she sounded like she had a though time " he confesses looking deep in thought. " hey " I say to get his attention. " call her back if you are that worried. I'm in no hurry and if you are too tired or the call lasts till late tonight. Its okay . Health goes first mental or physical ". Misha looks at me with a hopeful look " are you sure ? Or you just don't like me ? " he gives a weak chuckle on the end indicating he was joking . I shake my head but even do I know its a joke I can't help but make sure he knows I value him as much as any one else" oh I like you well enough idiot , its not that.  I can see your worried about that person and if I can help in any way I am willing to do so. but yes I am sure call her back . Put your mind at ease and help her if that's what you both need. If someone asks if I spoke to you I'll just say yes no worries " misha gives me a apologetic smile before I shoo him of the call with a quick " now go you ". 

Jensen? : thank you.  Your a wonderful person .

I look at the text misha send. I should probably change the name of the Contact to supernatural but im too lazy. Once someone is named in my phone the name never ever changes.

Layla: your welcome if you need anything text me. And remember if your too tired or the call lasts 5 days it's OK.  I understand .

Jensen?: thank you , ill keep it in mind. 

For the rest of the day I busy myself with finding things to do . But when I finally did everything I could do I start getting bored so I open tiktok and look at some videos until the sun starts too set. A notification pops on my phone.

Jensen? : thank you again . You might as wel saved her life. If you want we can have that call now .

I dont get to respond to misha because minutes after my phone rings. " hey misha " I greet him again for the second time today. " hey " he says. " I'm sorry about earlier ". I wave off his attempt at apologising. " it's fine really , you alright now ? " I ask. He nods his head. " yea I'm good thank you ". I give him a small smile. " you wanna talk about it ? " I ask seeing his tense body language . " i would not if you don't mind its very personal ." I nod and hold up my hands " fine by me . Just making sure " I say seeing him smile a small smile. " so uhm I'm supposed to ask " he starts to say but u interupt him " ask questions and all I know . " I chuckle earning a really chuckle from him as wel. " so have you talked to jensen today ? " misha asks suddenly after a few moments of silence. I look up confused at him. He is sitting on on chair similar to me only difference is he is smiling a cheeky smile. " uhm no he was busy today and would text me if he had free time? Why ? " I ask timidly. Misha grins wider at me " just because " he chuckles. I raise my eyebrow at him " uhu .... I don't believe you" I chuckle. He  gives me an innocent face before changing subject " have you seen my new show ? " I shake my head no " sorry I have not " . I give him an apologetic smile and slightly feel bad about not having seen it. He waves of the attempt " its alright " misha decides to talk about other things instead. His life , his kids , wife,  family his car basically one big waterfall in information for me but I let misha talk as I listen and occasionally agree or disagree or give advice on some topics . " hold on I have to get this " he says as a phone rings.  He takes another phone to his ear. I see his lips moving but hear nothing so I assume he put me on mute.

I look at him having the phone call for about 40 minutes before he turns to my screen. " hey yea hold on " he mutters into the other phone taking it of his ear and putting it on speaker. " HELLLOOOOOOO LAYLA " I laugh at Jared's funny voice. " hi jared " I chuckle rolling my eyes at misha who laughs. " alright misha I'm gonna call jensen and then im done for today . I'll hear you tomorrow alright . OH BTW layla . It was a nice thing you did there . Thank you " I give him a " your welcome " but before I can say something else jared screams " ILL TELL JENSEN YOU SAID HIIII " without another word that call ends and I am left with misha while I am muttering unkind words to jared. Misha laughs at my disgruntled face. " he means no harm ". I glare at misha " and you guys say something is so wrong with me ... im starting to sense that there is a whole lot more wrong with you guys " I'm unable to hide my grin while saying that and end up chuckling with misha.

We talk for a little while. Misha assuring me I'm not annoying him at all when I ask if he wants too go because he looks so tired . misha assures me I'm not annoying any one of them when I mentioned why I was annoyed at jared saying hi from me to jensen. I dont want to be too clingy or too much for any of them." right , I'm going to go now " misha says stretching while yawning " thank you for what you did again , and for listening to me babble on and on . I like your view on life" I give him a " your very welcome " and a smile before I say my goodbye and misha ends the call. Knowing I won't have any more phone calls for now as , informed by misha , the other phones are for 10 different people . So basically each 10 people get 3 persons to talk too from the cast and between those 3 persons 2 phones are switched or something .I'm a bit shady on the details as I tend to zone out when people explain things.