Layla

bbq

When slowly the sun start to go west indicating the end of the day everyone is almost dry and softly chatting away to one another . i am trying to follow two conversations at a time but seem to have a hard time keeping up. i catch jensen occasionally looking at me while i tuck myself into a giant beach towel because i'm slightly getting cold now the sun is setting. " how about we all go inside and get dried up and dressed for dinner " jared says after gen wrapped herself in as well. everyone easily agrees as the snacks are all gone by now and im sure the boys are getting hungry. so we all go inside to dry off and get dressed. this time i find my way to the bathroom easily as it is the one i used before. because the sun dried up most i just swiftly dress again and put my hair up . the water made it all curly and fluffy and i hate it this way.  When I walk out if the bathroom gen is waiting for me at the door . " I'm jealous of your good looks " I admit looking at her outfit . " you look beyond breath taking " I say in praise. She chuckles and mutters a thank you . " was I to weird ?  you know i joke a lot and if i make you uncomfortable you just gotta tell me and i will stop i promise " I spew out worried. When she is sure i am convinced that it was not weird and she actually liked my compliment we walk outside . as we enter the space we were in before i see no one there so i turn to ask gen where they are at. " you might need too take of your shoes , the boys are in the back of the garden building a fire pit " she says before i can ask . she  points at my heels. I quickly untie and toss them near the chairs. "do you need any help with something ? " i ask before i make my way to the back of the garden. gen nods her head " could you take the drinks , that would be nice " i nod at her and go grab the plate of drinks in one hand and the cooler in the other. " tell them ill be right there i need to get some veggies " gens says walking back inside. i make my way slowly to the back of the garden , making sure i don't drop any of the drinks on the plate or trip over some roots.

when i reach the back i can see a big fire burning and i had to admit The boys did an awesome job building a fire pit. " nice right " misha smiles while he and jared watch me look at the fire . " did it our self " jared brags. i look around but before i have a chance to ask both men point towards the right " jensen is there " they say in unison . i raise my eyebrows at them before putting down the drinks on the grass. but i cant help myself and look to the right , my left jensen is a bit away working on a BBQ.  I go and  sit on one of the logs that are around the fire while listening to the sounds the wood makes while it burns and the last few birds who are singing there songs. Gen joins me a little while later after she placed some veggies on the table next to jensen. " its nice isn't it ? " she asks looking at the fire. i nod at her " yea , and so quiet even with these idiots around " i chuckle pointing my thumb at jared and misha.  gen keeps on filling my glass even doh i told her i really don't need more before i eat something. but she just waves me off and every time keeps filing my glass up even if i just took one sip of it. jared had to run into the house a couple of times to get a new bottle for me and gen as she demanded she would drink just as much as me so we could make the boys life hell in a drunken state. im not to keen on being drunk but i suppose just slightly buzzed can never hurt . all too Soon it's no small talk we are having anymore but  just a load of gibberish and slurring  as both of us are close to getting drunk. gen finishes a embarrassing story of jared both of us laughing all the way true it when jared calls her from the BBQ. she excuses herself but not before refilling my glass , again. I can feel the buzz in my head and my thoughts are clouded by alcohol making all my breaks fail. My already no filter mouth just spews out whatever comes to mind without any regret. My no touching break is gone as I easily leaned against gen and even allowed her arm around me as we joked without even the slightest fuzz from my brain, something that hardly ever happens. i stare at the fire intrigued by the flames and there colours and shapes.

" hey "my shoulder gets poked softly and look up to see jensen looking down on me. he brings the smell of BBQ with him . " you smell great " i blur out referring to the BBQ smell that lingers around him. he chuckles slightly while taking a seat next to me on the log . he stretches his legs out in-front of him and wraps an arm around my shoulder pulling me into his side." so ... Gen has you  all fuelled up huh " he jokes taking my glass and sipping from it . I nod my head but glare at him for drinking my whiskey . but then i start to  chuckle as the head shaking  made me more dizzy then before. I look to the fire but notice jensen has put his legs not stretched anymore . his elbow is now leaning on his knee while he half leans into me and stares at the fire as well.  this looks like a perfectly shaped chair. Without a second thought I get up push his elbow of his knee  and sit on his lap facing him my legs on either side of him. He looks at me surprised but smiling " well hi ? " he chuckles softly. i smile back at him " hi " i chuckle before leaning my head on his shoulder and burying my face away in his neck , that smells like perfume still. i wonder how he does that after so many hours in the pool. For the shortest second my thoughts catch up and I lift my head slightly to glance around . Misha is far away by the pool on the phone , probably calling his wife and gen and jared are busy fuzzing over the BBQ and veggies.i place my face beck into his neck and sigh content. he wraps his arms around me and leans his chin on my cheek. i let the comfort and the safety soak in for a while before i get bored and sit back up straight.