Layla

night

We end up talking for the entire night. About him and a bit about me. He made me laugh a lot of times and the times he laughed I could not help but stare. Me being on one end of the couch comfortably wrapped in a blanket facing jensen and jensen on the other side of the couch facing me . One leg tucked under his knee and the hand holding a beer resting on his leg.

With both of us lost in thoughts for a moment it's silent. " jensen ? " i ask getting his attention. He nods at me to continue " I always wondered , why me ? i mean , im pretty invisible in life and online . its even a miracle you found my tiktok." its a question that has been bothering me so much ever since the day i gave up convincing myself he isnt scam. He chuckles softly and looks at his hands playing with the beer bottle but says nothing. I take a sip of whiskey trying to have something to do while he thinks about it. " I don't know I was annoyed at first with the task . I had so much too do and then they come up with that you know . So I kinda clicked the first random profile " he looks at me a little worried , a worry I do not understand completely . is he afraid I will get mad? " not that I regret it the slightest. You are amazing ." he scoots a little closer and places one hand on my blanket covered knee. " I wouldn't change it for the world , you are pretty amazing and never seem to amaze me or the boys. That is a very serious task as it is. When you are famous people seem to all be the same and you have to kind of lock yourself away from 'normal' people as they always either fangirl/boy on you or they just plain hate you." he says looking at me intently. I blush bright red by the intensity of his words. I guess he is right somewhere , I bet it can get that way as I watch people online steam of on celebrities.

" I assume I should thank castiel then " I hold my hand against my mouth in shock at what I just said. I did not just say that ! Jensen looks at me all curiously with a small smile playing on his lips. " oh god it's a joke . Instead of praying to god ... you pray to castiel.. it has something to do with that one episode where castiel gulped those souls and is god and is all high and mighty and slays those angels and goes on his little rant and says bow or die or something and someone made a tiktok about it saying ' yes daddy ' and It kinda stuck to me so now instead of praying to god I pray to castiel. I know I'm weird." I rattle true the sentence fast trying to explain myself so I don't sound like a complete idiot. Jensen laughs and his hand goes true his hair , ruffling it slightly as if it's a tic that's been repeated a lot.

" all hail castiel then " he suddenly sputters out laughing. I turn even more red but join him , laughing. " I think I should shut up if I don't want you to think I'm a crazy fangirl and better watch every word that comes out of my mouth. " I take another sip of the whiskey and empty my glass. " eh there are no bigger fangirls then the cast and crew " he chuckles taking my glass away " refill ?" He asks lifting my glass in the air. I nod at him " sure but it's the last one . I'm not immune to alcohol you know". He chuckles before getting up . While he walks to the kitchen I can't help but watch him go and remember how much fangirls would like this view. Not to mention the slight blush that comes onto my face.

Soon jensen returns with a completely to the rim filled glas. " are you trying to get me drunk? " I chuckle taking the glass from him carefully so I don't spill all over myself. He winks playfully " well of course , no no I'm not but hey you said last one , better make it a good one right ? " I chuckle and take a sip of the heavenly goodness. " so uhm . ?" I start too ask but jensen interrupts me by laughing. " so it just took you one glass of whiskey for the questions to start? I should remember that " he jokes. He sits down at his end of the couch again while I playfully glare at him angry. " I wanted to know " I continue glaring making him just smile more " seeing as I'm not sleeping in a hotel tonight , If maybe we could..." I leave the rest of the sentence hanging . all in jokes of course.