Layla

poolparty

Gen moves to sit next to me as soon as  the boys go inside to change. " so how are you liking it at jensen ?" Gen asks politely offering me some fruits i take a couple of grapes out of the plate before answering. " it's nice , jensen is the biggest idiot I ever met but a total sweetheart really ." I chuckle . Gen immediately agrees with me laughing. " but I was not talking about that " she wiggles her eyebrows as she catches me looking at both shirtless boys walking from the door to the pool deep in conversation. I clear my throat " I uhm , what ?" i Have completely lost my train of thoughts when the boys walked out like that. Gen laughs loudly so I glare at her playfully " excuse me but its the jensen AND jared walking out half naked and misha shirtless in the pool , I have the right do drool , any other sane person would. not to mention how many times i would be killed and brought back to life to get killed again if any fangirl ever found out  ". i chuckle nervously at the thought of the latter part.  Gen who was just taking a sip of her wine spews it out laughing . " your right . I'm used too it , its nothing special for me anymore . but now you put it that way... i think we do have a very good view " she laughs after having cleaned up her dress with a napkin.

" but I wasn't on about that" she playfully frowns at me  " whats up with you and jensen ? " she asks looking all curious at me. I look away from the pool scene where the boys are trying to drown each other or something.  " huh? Nothing I think " confused I look at her until I understand what she means .she gives me the " you damn well know what i mean " stare. My mouth forms an O but before i get the chance to answer her in any way jared demands our attention by yelling our name. " cmon in the pool" he shouts half laughing as jensen pushed misha under . Gen tries to buy some time by saying we are having a conversation and telling him to have patience but i dont really want to continue the conversation so i quickly shout " yea ill be right there give me a minute " . i get up from my chair and turn to gen " uh where is the bathroom ? So I can change if you dont mind. " I ask her . She smiles at me  " follow me , but you need to enlighten me about the relationship you and jensen have a girl gets curious you know " I follow her awkwardly. once  we are inside she turns towards me " it's OK. I won't tell anyone . " she promises me .I chuckle at her " I know you wont tell anyone , it's just nothing is going on I suppose.  We annoy each other company , have fun , relax , play board games " I say counting on my fingers the things we have done . Before I can add another she interrupts me " and sleep together " she smiles wide . i roll my eyes at her playfully " gen , no offence but I dont know how to keep him out of my bed " I joke " he just gets in the bed like he does not own one of his own, to just then sleep" . She chuckles and mentions me to continue walking ,together we continue walking " so I heard " she smiles a mischievous smile at me. Confused I look at her. " can I ask you something ?" She asks as we stop at a door . I motion for her to ask away.

" I'm just wondering , are you in love with jensen ? " she is looking at me death serious. being Put on the spot like that makes  my mind runs blank so I just stare at her like an idiot . " your a really good girl " she says looking sincerely at me " and everyone of us likes you a lot. But we are turning crazy by jensen not shutting up about you and getting frustrated because of you .  we figured neither of you have the guts or the realisation to do something about it. thats completely okay too , but i was just wondering.  You don't have to answer me but I promised jared I'd talk to you ." I look at her with a probably deer in headlights look. " all I'm saying " she continues softly placing a hand on my shoulder " if you do , I think it's up to you to make the first move . Jensen is too scared to scare you and lose you in the process cause believe it or not . our little bad boy is very soft on the inside." with that she turns around and walks away .

I keep looking at her until she enters another room . I open the door  labelled bathroom and get inside ,quickly i change into my one suit. for some reason i can wear this dress but a bikini freaks me out. My mind is in a daze completely numbed from what gen said earlier. lets face it if AND if i want to change our status i don't think i have the guts to do so either. its not how i am. A little knock on the door takes me to reality , i take a quick look in the mirror before I open the door . Gen is waiting there in a beautiful bikini looking gorgeous as always. She looks at me worried so I take a second glance in the mirror . I'm as white as a ghost and am looking like a deer in headlights . " if you weren't married I'd do you instead of jensen " I chuckle jokingly  mentioning her look while wiggling my eyebrows . My plan worked as she stops looking worried and chuckles . " HEY THATS MY WIFE YOUR HITTING ON "  we can hear jared scream from somewhere in the house. Gen gives me a pointed look before running towards the voice screaming " padalecki you better not be with wet shorts in the house " . I chuckle and walk towards the back yard again. By the time I arrive both of them are already outside. Jared looks like a puppy at Gen who is giving him an earful about pool water and the floor and the damage it does to the wood. I chuckle and quickly go grab my glass and empty the little bit that was in it at once. Knowing this way colour will return to my cheeks and I'll relax more.