Layla

some day

I wake up the next morning without any recollection of nightmares this time. Yet I find jensen sleeping next to me. His face on the pillow while one arm is folded under his pillow. The other is stretched out on the bed towards where I am laying rolled in a little ball. The blanket is halfway across his chest but unlike last time he is wearing a white tshirt.  His face looks so young and pieceful while he sleeps. like he has no care in the world what so ever. For a few minutes I keep looking at him without moving while thinking about yesterday. I'm not sure if I heard all of that or it was a dream. But then again I never have such good dreams so ... im gonna go with it was  dream.

" if you keep looking at me like that I'll push you of the bed " a very sleepy jensen says . His voice deep with sleep. " pfd you wouldn't dare " I challenge him very certain he would never do that. He scoots closer and pushes against my arm making me almost fall of the bed. " JENSEN "  I squeal grabbing his arm as last resort so I don't fall of the bed. With ease he pulls me closer to him while I hold onto his arm. he opens his eyes ." hi " he smiles when I'm closer to him " I like waking up this way " he chuckles. I can feel my cheeks heat up as they turn red. knowing i dont have any objections either. for a minute i think about if i should say it or if i shouldn't.

" wel I don't have any objections either " I admit in a half whisper. with one quick move He pulls me close to him for snuggles. i lay my head on his chest . when my actions catch up to me i freeze for a moment. " you did wel yesterday , I am proud of you. You even joined in conversations " he says while his hand that is not attached to the arm supporting his head starts to play with my hair . i relax easily while he does that . I'm sure my hair is one big mess as is the make up on my face. And I probably smell like sleep and definitly need to brush my teeth I try to push myself up but his arm changes from my haid to my waist as holds me down" you look fine " he guesses his hand goes back to continuing playing with my hair once he is certain i wont be getting up.

" how'd you guess ? " I ask slightly ashamed. " you get this particular look when you are worried about something you did or how you look ." He clarifies softly. He paid that much attention to me ? I take in the calmness his body heats provides me with for a while until his phone goes off. " yea " he answers the phone " but I am on break " he says slightly annoyed. " is there no other ... yea I get it ... no sure count in a plus one then " he ends the call and tosses the phone to the end of the bed looking rather angry. " would you object much to a half day maybe a day on a movie set ? " he asks looking down at me worried. I look up at him while contemplating my answer before going with the full truth. " I don't know jensen, it's not really something I'd ever been too but I bet it's kind of crowded and such ". He looks down at me for a few seconds before responding in a joking matter " I'll be there ?! ". I chuckle slightly. he studies my face for a while as i do the same while nervously letting my fingers play with his shirt. " wil it make you happy ? " I ask after a few minutes of silence ,my gaze locked on my fingers that are fiddling with his shirt . I dont dare to look at him while asking.

" yes , it might actually make me happy. For you to see up close what I do. and it would make a lot of other people happy as they dont get behind schedule . plus if i have to go to work on my day of , bringing you would be a plus plus for me . " he replies placing his hand over mine to stop me from fiddling with his shirt. " then I guess I can be a good girl and join you" I sigh not because I am bothered but because I am not exactly sure if I will make it without a panic attack or two. i dont do to well in crowds and strange places . but if it makes jensen happy i will bite my lip and go with it . i am also slightly curious as to what a movie set looks like.  Jensen gently slides away, from me  and out of the bed " cmon get ready then . I'll set up breakfast " he smiles a bit at me before walking out of the room.

When I'm all set and ready and make sure i  have my necklace on , a very important part as it keeps me semi calm cause I can fiddle with it , I go downstairs to join jensen in the kitchen. His idea of breakfast today is some cereal . " fancy " I chuckle at the set up table with two bowls , milk and cereal. " gotta hurry " he says with a mouthful . I quickly sit and start to eat a little bit without milk so we can get going. im not feeling all too hungry so its a very fast breakfast. jensen scoots his chair back and puts his bowl and mine in the sink. " lets get going " he says grabbing car keys of a key holder next to the fridge.