Black Butterfly

Haters

Authors Note: A pic of the girl Aby was talking to.

I've never been the  type of person to scare easily. That's one of the things I liked most about myself. I'm the girl that laughs at scary movies and prefer to watch them in the dark all alone. I was brave, I had to be to survive. So imagine my surprise when I felt my heart race and nearly drop to the soles of my feet. I looked around the classroom to see if anyone had noticed. Everyone seemed to be obvilous to my mini freak out session. I looked down at the note trying to piece together who could have sent me the note but no one came to mind. I knew I wasn't the most liked person, but I didn't think anyone hated me. Besides I was cool with everyone.

My thoughts got interrupted by the sound of the bell ringing. I wasn't even in the mood to deal with any one after that note so when Jas and Sarah walked up to me with smiles on their faces I just looked down at the floor. I was afraid that if I looked up at them they would notice the fear in my eyes. Sarah hasn't been a friend for long but I had this feeling that I had the word terrified written out on my face. But Jas has known me since forever and she automatically wrapped her arms around me,"what's wrong," she asked. Shaking my head, I counted down from five before I gave her a fake smile,"nothings wrong, I'm just a bit tired that's all." She looked at me suspiciously until she gave me a gentle smile,"well you know if you need help I'm here right." I nodded my head,"so am I," Sarah chimmed in and grabbed my hand. I gave them both a genuine smile. I couldn't worry them with something that could turn out to be nothing but a stupid child playing some sick and twisted joke.

They were both watching me as I tired to clear my head of the negativity. When I finally felt like I could hold a decent conversation I gave them another reassuring smile,"so do you guys have anything planned for the weekend." At the looks of excitement that came across their faces let me know they were letting it go for now at least. Jas started telling me about some party when I felt like I was being watched. I looked around but couldn't find anyone looking at me so I shrugged it off as paranoia. I tuned Jas back in just as soon as I heard her say,"you and Adam should come too." The both of them were looking at me expectantly. I dug around in my head and remembered she was talking about a party. I gave her a shrug,"I'll see if he wants to come." They smiled and continued on talking while I still had the creepy feeling of being watched crawl up my spine.

I went through my next class with that same feeling but I knew it couldn't possibly be anyone in my class because we were all concentrating on this stupid pop quiz. Giving up on finding out I decided to answer as many questions as I could for this quiz. When the bell rang I was the first one out the door, and walked right past Adam. I had almost made it to my locker until I felt his arms wrapped around me from the back. He pulled me into his chest and leaned down to whisper in my ear. I have no idea what he said because I was too busy concentrating on calming my body down from his touch and the feel of his lips on my ear.

I didn't realized that I had rolled my head back and exposed my neck until I felt his lips gently kiss my neck. I gasped which caused him to do it again. I had to bite my lip to keep from moaning. I was finally able to pull my head back up and I looked around to see if anyone had seen our little PDA. When I notice everyone was too busy trying to get to their class I was silently thanking god. I turned around in Adam's arms getting ready to scold him, but his lips on mines shut up any protest. He gave me three gentle pecks and then rested his forehead on mines,"I missed you," he whispered. I smiled and placed my hand on his cheek,"we just seen each other this morning." He leaned his face into my hand,"that was a long time ago." The bell rang before I could respond, and I tried to unwrapp his arms from around me to get to class before the tardy bell rang.

I pulled on them until he finally relented. I gave him one last peck," I'll see you at lunch." Then I dashed off down the hall. I was already feeling better about my day. I made it in class with only seconds to spare. Class started out pretty much boring until I heard snickering behind me. I turned around to find a group of cheerleaders looking at me and laughing. Now I wish I could tell you that my high school wasn't cliché, but that wouldn't be the truth. So as always with cliché high schools you have cliché teenagers. So I didn't pay the snickering any mind but it was when I felt something hit me in the back of the head that I turned around to see some blond blue eyed girl in our slutty cheerleader uniform laughing.

Where is the teacher while all this is going down you may wonder. Well let's just say my French teacher is as old as dirt probably older so he wouldn't know if a bomb was in front of his face. I would like to tell you I was the bigger person. That I ignored the ugly helfa, and tried to understand what the flying pancake my teacher was taking about. Hell I'll even like to tell you that class ended at that moment but no such thing happened. Instead it played out like this.......I turned around to see the whole little clique laughing at my expensive. Now if they had any sense they would have shut their mouths and left me the hell alone but no they had the nerve to start talking about me. The blond bitch gave me a smug look and then spoke loud enough to where I could here her." What in the world was Adam thinking getting with a fat and ugly black chick. If he wanted to go with a black girl he could have had the dencency to make sure she was attractive. I mean look at her who would have want her. I'm sure she did something to Adam to make him find her slightly attractive."

The rest of her little clique laughed, but stopped once they seen me lauging along with them. I clapped my hands and gave the blond tramp my biggest smile,"is someone jealous that they couldn't grab Adam's attention. Its ok sweetie if it makes you feel better it took him a while to see me as more than a friend. Unless you were never a friend then that's just makes you seem even more pathetic. Oh by the way Adam loves every inch of me. Trust me." I gave her wink and walked out because the bell had rung. Adam was there waiting for me as soon as I exited. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist. I waited until I seen the blond whore walk out then I leaned in and kissed him. Adam took it upon himself to deepen the kiss and squeeze my ass. I pulled away when I heard someone mutter bitch. I looked up into the jealous eyes of the blond and leaned in to give Adam a hug all the while I simply smiled at her. She finally got the message and stomped away.