Roses Can't Heal My Everlasting Wounds

|"Kalli Peed Vich Baithi!"|

Sid had rushed to his room and locked himself up in his, and once upon a time, his Monu Bro's room. He felt hollow from inside. As if he lost his reason to live. He did loose a reason to live, but another held him back. His Smriti held him back!

He could hear the loud bangings of Bala on the door, but he didn't feel like opening the gate. He was way too mentally exhausted to process something even. But he knew, if he let Bala bang the door, then the Academy would gather around. He got up, with much hardwork and unlocked the door.

Bala rushed in and saw, Sid walking lifelesly to a dark corner and then sliding down gradually, Tears doing a freefall from his eyes. Bala closed the door and then held Sid in his embrace for nearly 20 minutes. Sid cried and cried his heart out, in Bala's embrace. Bala, was the Soul Brother of Sid. Param and Bala, though had the Family Tree relation with Bala and Param, but their original Relation was way stronger than one might have even in a Blood Relation.

Bala soothed Sid, and said - "BhaiJi, tu aise Royega to kaise chelega Haan?Sun na, BhaiJi, Rona band kar, Sid Bro rota hai kya? Haan? Arre Mere Sid BhaiJi hi aise royenge, to aapki Bhaanji ko kaun sambhalega? Monu Di ke Bhaiya ko to bataya hi nahi hai!"

Sid - "Usse batana bhi nahi hai Bale. Aur tera Sid BhaiJi rota nahi hai, lekin feel to wo bhi karta hai na. Sala mere zindagi me kuch to log hai jo mere liye itna maine rakhte hai, sab ko ek ek karke cheen lene ka plan hai kya Bhaiji ka? Mereko majak samaj rakha hai kya?"

Bala - "BhaiJi, puri Unit aur Company jaanti hai, Sid BhaiJi sirf apno ke liye rote hai. Lekin aaj sirf Monu di ko thodi khoya hai? Aapne Barkha Di aur Jiju ka ek hissa bhi to kho hi diya na. Apni Bhaanji air Smriti ke liye uth jayiye na. Aapke Mann me jo bhi hai na, uss sab ki Bhadas Gym me utar lijiye. Itna royenge to aapki tabiyat nahi kharab ho jayegi. Aadhe ghante se Ro rahe hai aap. Aur pichle kuch raato se soye bhi nahi hai. Chaliye! Uthiye!"

Sid nodded and asked Bala to go from there, saying he needed some time.
He got up and sat on His bed, and pulled out 2 pictures, one of Monu, and the other of Barkha

Sid (Seeing the pictures) - "Kyun re Monu? Nikal li? Mujhe chodke? Ye hi thi na Teri Loyalty apne Sid ke liye?"

Sid spoke with the images of Barkha and Monu. Till then, let's have a look at Param and Karan's condition.

Karan sat there, on the Window Sill, The visions of Sakshi and Monami played in his mind. He could see the Mess from the sill, and was continuously reminded of the fights he had with Monami, before training. How Monami reacted when he said he was joking. He was in a guilt, the guilt of the fact that he had to intentionally hurt Sid and Monami by commenting even on their emotions, so that Monami didn't start to fall for her, nor does Karan. He wanted Monami to Hate Him, so that Karan doesn't fall for Monami, and even if he does, he gets reminded that Monami hates him, and that he isn't worth her. But now, it was guilt all there, he hadn't expected, that a few hours will change the lives of these many

He had planned to Apologise to Monami for all his rude behaviour before Karan or Monami get a posting, therefore never meeting each other again. But that never meant such a 'Never Meet Again' Scenario. A lone tear escaped his eyes, and, now the thoughts of Param and Barkha flooded his mind. Barkha, was his support during that time, when he lost every close relative of his. And now, his Bhaiya is there, alone in grief, handling their daughter.

He couldn't bear all that. He grasped the Diary, which Monami had given him and jotted down his emotions. Yes, he still has that diary, and he writes down in it, only when his thoughts and Emotions are in the complex of situations, or else, he would write down in some other diary. The Diary Monu gave Karan held a special place for him.

Param's Condition -

Param had Baby lying beside him, and Barkha's Diary in his hands. He read, what Barkha had written in her last entry on this Diary