Adopted by the Sidemen

No need to worry

"DYLAN" I heard knoxxy shout as he sprinted toward the pitch entrance "Heyyy" He wrapped his arms around me, resting his chin on my head "I fucking missed you bro" i chuckled pulling away from him "THEYRE ALIVEEE" most of the guys ran up to me, tackling me to the floor. "lads i'd like to be alive at the end of the day thank you very much"

"Are you gonna apply for a job or something?" i cleared my throat trying to think "I might, im trying to do youtube more. filmed before i came out, but i had a conversation with josh earlier about maybe working for sidemen clothing or something" JC nodded continuing to tell me about his job at spoons. the stories he has are shocking but absolute jokes. I do feel bad for him sometimes, but thats what he gets for applying to work in a wetherspoons.

"hi" tom sat down next to me, the rest of the guys were playing football I was just freezing at the side of the pitch with multiple coats on me "hi there, love, can i help you?" he took his coat from beside me "I wanna come back to yours tonight" i raised my eyebrows and bit my lip, resulting in a playful slap from him. "im joking, you can come over. of course you can, we can order dinner if you'd like?" He nodded and sat down in front of me, his head laying in my lap, my immediate reaction being to play with his hair. "OI LOVEBIRDS! GET A ROOM WILL YOU" JC screamed from the other end of the pitch getting a middle finger in return from me.

Dyl
tom's coming back to ours btw

Padre
Is he now?

Dyl
im sorry i just assumed it would be okay. i can tell him that tonight doesnt suit if you want me to

Padre
No its okay, I was only joking. He can come, make sure his mum knows first

Dyl
we will. sorry for not asking first. we're gonna order food if thats okay?

Padre
Yes that's alright.
Don't apologise, we know Tom. He's always welcome.

"Dad's alright with you coming over as long as we tell your mum" He sleepily nodded in my lap "Should we head now? You seem quite tired hm?" I sat up, pulling him up with me "We're gonna head now," i shouted over to the lads, a chorus of various farewells returned to us as we walked out toward the station to head home. "why are you so tired then?"i asked as he grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers "didn't get much sleep last night, mum and dad were arguing again" i bit my lip, knowing how much this has been having a toll on him. "I'm sorry bub, you know you're always welcome to come stay at mine. you need sleep, it's unfair on you if you dont't get it." he shrugged neither agreeing nor disagreeing "I guess you're right, i dunno babe most of them are because of me" "that doesn- no. that's not any excuse. its unfair on you, how is it because of you? why would they argue over you?" a small shake of the head is enough to tell me he's done with the conversation.

"What are you two getting for dinner?" Mum asked as I wandered into the kitchen "Dunno, tom's asleep so will probably get something once he's up." i grabbed myself a glass of water heading back to my room to edit the video i had filmed earlier. that video, i'm extremely nervous to post it. edit wise i don't need to do much, other than cutting out the amount of crying i did. God what's wrong with me? i look so fucking stupid. i cant post this, there's no way i can let that many people watch me sob my heart out. no, no. i just cant, its not- no i cant. bad idea. bad, bad idea.

"whatcha working on?" I felt a slight touch on my thigh, pulling me out of my head "babe, hey look at me," we made eye contact as he sat up, "i know you're nervous, but i promise this is worth it. i can watch it for you if you'd like and let you know if i think its good. but trust me, you won't regret making nor posting this video" i nodded slowly, passing him the computer and standing up. "I'm gonna go order us pizza, we can talk about the video in the morning,"