[pls remember the TWs!! suicide, bullying, death etc.]
Luz closed her eyes.
Shattered.
Her mind, her body, that glass bottle with the glowing blue liquid.
Shattered.
She wouldn't wake up from this again.
Right?
She didn't want to.
Well, then why did she feel that fear, regret and pain?
Why regret, when there's nothing as a consequence in the future, because there isn't one.
Why fear, when she knew what she was doing before she decided to let go off that wall?
And why pain, when she heard the witch's terrified scream as it tore through the air.
And just think about it, how amazing it would be to not exist.
To die?
Why do people think that this is such a bad thing when it comes to completing your death when you want to?
Why not let Luz die?
I mean, after everything? After the loss of two people she loved, and one more that she can't properly remember the face of?
And she couldn't cope. Not in her lifetime.
Whatever drug, cigarette, or blade couldn't do enough to make up for how life treated the human.
Other shit as well. Bullying. Trauma.
It really would be a shame if she were to leave this world, but that was what she wanted, right?
She wouldn't have been able to love life again if she stayed alive, right?
The world would be a better place without me, right?
I should've died.
I should have died.
Then why couldn't I have gotten the one thing I needed?
The liberty of death.
quick short chapter today!
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