XIV

Chapter 19

Mikey's POV

Quickly I shoved a depressed Luke and angered Calum out of the apartment as I started to try and clean for Lucy.

"I don't see why we have to-" Calum tried to argue.

"Get the fuck out!" I ordered while pointing at the open front door. He huffed and walked out with a large slam from the door.

"Now how do I clean again?" Looking around the apartment I tried to remember where the cleaning supplies was. If we even had any.

When I came up empty I realized I'd have to go the dirty way and use a towel with water/soap mixture.

Before that though I threw all the dirty laundry and shoes in their rightful spots before getting the towel and cleaning every possible surface that could've been cleaned.

When the house no longer smelt of boy I quickly stripped down and took a quick shower.

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Opening the door I expected to see a lively Lucy, her normal self. But instead I was met with a crying Lucy.

"Lucy. What's wrong?" I asked as I pulled her into the apartment.

Sitting her on the couch I sat close to her as she continued to cry. I wasn't sure what to do in these situations so I decided to just sit and wait for her to stop crying.

"I have to tell you something." She hiccuped as she wiped away her tears roughly.

"Take your time. We have enough time." I assured her but she only laughed and shook her head.

"I have news that I'm not sure how you'll take it." My nerves got to me as she continued to hiccup and laugh and cry all at once.

"Than tell me. It can't be that bad." Again she laughed.

"It matters how you take it." Rubbing her back soothingly it took about fifteen minutes before she finally calmed down enough to speak.

"I'm pregnant." The air in the room disappeared in an instant.

Flash Back

"I um... have something to say to everyone," Kayla started twiddling her fingers nervously.

"I'm here for you," Audrey said as she side hugged her. I could tell that it was something big.

"Thank you," Kayla said with tears rushing down her cheeks, "well... um.... I-I'm pregnant."

Everything seemed to stop moving. Ashton and I starred at her stomach. It wasn't large or anything.

If there was a possibility that the baby was mine, I don't think I could deal with the guilt. I mean, she's not even my girlfriend.

Flash Back Over

"Who's?" I chocked out involuntarily. Thoughts of that day a year ago blocked all train of thought that I once had had.

Lucy looked shocked. "Yours who else? Wait-" she stood in front of me now. "Do you think I cheated on you?"

I now stood and placed my hands on her shoulders, "no. Never. It's just-" I couldn't find the right words.

"Has this happened before?" I avoided her eyes. "Mikey, has this happened before?"

The amount of hurt I heard broke me in more ways than I could feel or say. How could I tell her about Kayla? Hell I try to stay away from Kayla at all cost because of it now. I can't tell Lucy. It would ruin everything.

I sighed and shook my head. "No."

"Than why aren't you smiling. Why aren't there tears pouring out of your eyes-" as she started to ramble the only thing I could think to do was the easiest thing to do.

Grabbing her face in my hands I brought her face to mine and connected our lips. "I'm so damn happy baby." I breathed with a large smile.

"Really?" She asked hopeful. I nodded as I brought her small body against mine. My heart felt like it was going to burst.

Until I remembered the boys.

How am I supposed to tell them? I can't not tell them, but what if they don't take it well? Would they kick me out of the band?

"Mikey. Mikey!" Looking down I saw Lucy looking at me annoyed. I watched as she pouted slightly.

"Are you okay?"

I nodded and put on a fake smile. "Of course. I'm fine."

When in reality I wasn't. Anything but okay.