Crazy Stupid Love

chapter sixteen

Rose POV
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

It's one of those songs you never get tired while listening.

In these past few weeks I did a little sightseeing and found my place in here. I love here cause it makes me feel strong. When you are at the top you see everything , every movement , every single person that enters. Boys and girls pass. Some kissing, some fighting and some holding hands. I feel like an eagle. Funny huh?? I'm in the university roof and crying but at the same time feeling like an eagle. The lyrics beat into my head and mixes with my feeling.
I know you've never loved
The sound of your voice on tape
You never want
To know how much you weigh
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true
It's you,
It's you they add up to
I'm in love with you

 When i was younger the song could exactly explain my feelings. I had desorder problems and i hated my sound. Once i was about to pass in school beacause i hadnt eaten anything except an apple for something like 2 days.After chelsea left I decided to come in here and think a little. After all,  that fucking stupid ugly guy shouldn't effect me this much.   Why am I crying over this??? HE is the one who should be sad and AFRAID. I make him regret what he did.

A buzz sound made me come to the real life. It was Stewart . Great.

"Hey man" I said , trying to keep my voice normal.

" How's my girl?" After what happened in the party I was down and I didn't attend the dinner he had invited me too. He gave me time so I could fix things and he promised not to tell anything to my father. But I don't have much time left. From next week I should start my job in his company.

"Emm not bad. What's up?"

" I just called to see if you are free? Are you in university?"

"Yeah"

"Okay I'll give you a ride home.when will your next class finish?"

" It's already finished"

"Oh okay. I'll see you in 15 minuts."

" Okay , see you then." I quickly hang up and head to the bathroom. Oh. I looked like a mess. My eyes were swollen. Thank god i don't use mascara otherwise I had to deal with a much bigger mess. My beautiful ponytail had turned to such a mess.

I splashed cold water into my face and add some powder and lipstick.

After fixing my appearance I ran to the yard. Stewart was waiting for me in the yard in his black BMW. I wounder if his son is coming with us. He studies here but I still haven't meet him. Well I have no interest.

"Hey" I went toward him and shacked his hand. He did the same warmly.

In the way home we talked about lots of things but the most important one was about my job. He was opening a new designing part in his company for designing the new computer products. Well the job he was offering was a really good one. I could have my own designing team but he said his son would be the head of the team. Well I didn't expect this but I still should be happy that I'm not gonna be a waiter. It really would be hard if I didn't have this job.

"So anything left that you wanna talk about Rose?" He said while parking near my apartment building.

"Eeeeeem actually there is something left. If you don't mind I would like to talk about my salary too."

"Oh yeah. Ofcourse. It would be 500£ per a month. Is it okay?" Okay not really good for me. I mean for someone like me that never payed attention to prices it wasn't that good but I have no choice. I can work well and after that tell him to increase it.

" Yeah it's good. Thanks." I smiled and hugged him.

"Okay Rose. Let me know if you needed anything. "

" Okay"

We said goodbye and I went up.

I turned the key in the lock and went in.

OH GOD.

" ANGELINAAAAA" I shouted. I hate it when she puts candles all over the hous . Thay stink.

No reply.

"Angi??????"

I went toward her bedroom. The door was open and I slowly pushed it. She was in the bed holding her legs.

" Angi??"

It took some seconds for her to respond. She slowly turned her head and I found her face in tears.

I was shocked. It's been a long time since I saw her like that.

"Angi... hey what's wrong?"

I ran to her bed looking at her eyes but she stayed silent.

"Damn it girl. Say something. What's wrong??? " I nearly shouted.

She hold up her phone so I could clearly see it.

OH MY GOD......

THAT'S WHY I HATE BOYS.

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Hey guys :)

So how have you been doing in these past few weeks. I know it takes toooooooo much time for me to write and I'm sorry for that. I just wait for the next chapter to come and it takes too much. Thanks for reading. Love you all.

M.Z