Crazy Stupid Love

Chapter eighteen

*Back to reality*
Rose POV
I still remember the fight we had two years ago. It was almost the worst we had. I don't wanna remember it again.
"So what does he want?" I said trying to keep my voice down.
" I don't know. He is coming back here I guess. He wants us to get back together and you know if I don't do what he says he will......" the rest of her words were lost between her warm shiny tears.
" Rose I swear I didn't do that. I swear. He made that chat by himself. That's not real. Believe me. Please" She was crying hard. I could see the way she was breaking down. She was trying hard to save herself but she was still in the mess.
" It's okay Angie , don't cry. I believe you. We'll do something about it." I hugged her, trying to forget the anger I had against her. I warned her long time ago but she didn't listen as always. Okay Rose calm down. She is upset she shouldn't be worry about your anger too.
"Rose?" I could hardly hear her. She hold up her head so she could see my face.
Oh my god. I could see the pain in her eyes and wanted to calm her but I was speechless. What can I say after what just happened? I want to shout and say I told you. But NOOO. The sound in my head shouted. Don't be a bitch Rose.
I took her hand and put her head on my lap.
"We'll do something about it tomorrow. Try to sleep."once again she looked up at me but didn't protest. She didn't have the energy to.
God. Why are all these happening???? At first that asshole , then the party drama and just when I wanted to move on the dick head came up with the bra things and now this. I'm sick and tried of all these. God. Oh another problem I'm starting to work for Stewart tomorrow.
Oh my god. What should I do?????
She slept after a while and I slowly went to my room. I layed on the bed and closed my eyes. Thinking to these past few months. Mybe, just maybe my parents were right. Mybe we're too young to start such a journey. I don't know. Shit. My mind is a mess. God. Help me please. Do you hear me?????
It wasn't late but My room was already dark and the sound of the clock near me was getting on my nerve. Rubi is working till 9 tonight and this means I'd definitely go crazy if i seat in here and think about what's gonna happen so I took my phone and dialled the first number that came to my mind. I don't know weather it's a good idea to call her or not I mean she definitely would help I just don't want to bring her into this. She is too busy with her work problems. I don't know. It's not a good idea Ofcourse. But she is the only one that can distract you Rose (said the voice In my head). It's 8 o'clock so she should be free by now. The phone kept ringing for several seconds and with every ring I swear at myself I just don't know why I didnt hang up. Two more rings but still no reply. Okay Seems like she's not free. My bad. What am I gonna do now??? Oh god , I'm suffocating.
I opened the window and as I did the cold fresh air hit me.I guess I missed the warm weather of my own country. I was staring at the ground when my phone started ringing. It was her.
" Hey Chelsea"
"Hey girl. What's up?"
"Um.... not much.... you?"
"Not much."
"Are you free tonight?"
"Yeah. Why? "
"I was wondering if we could meet."
"Yeah sure but you okay????"
"Yeah."
"You sure Rose??? You don't sound good."
"We'll talk. Can you just come by and pick me up?"
"Yeah sure. I'll be there in 30 minutes. "
"Ok. See you."
" See you."
She was at the door in 30 minutes as she said. I don't know weather it's a good idea to leave Angie alone or not. For a second I was about to tell chelsea to come up but no. I really wanna get out of here.
I wore a jacket and ran down before my mind changes again.
She was in the car listening to music as always.
" Hey"
" Hey" She said. Giving me a warm smile.
"So where do you wanna go girl?"
" I don't know."
" Movie theater? "
"Nah. Not in the mood of movies. Somewhere quite. I don't know. "
" Um.... quite? Not really my type girl. You fall in love" She smiled teasingly.
" Not that lucky"
She gave me one of her circus looks but didn't say anything els. I guess that's why I called her.she understands and doesn't push you to talk before you want to.
After 30 minutes of drive I just found myself in where exactly I needed to be. I don't exactly know where it was but it was cool. We could see the whole London. Oh my god. It was awesome. The city was shining like a diamond. All the lights were on and the cars were passing by makeing the city like a big party that everybody is dancing in.
" Jesuse."
I went down to get a better view.
"I know. It's awesome." She said. Laughing at my reaction.
" How did you find here????"
"Not everyone came from another country."
I guess she waited for me to make a comment but I was too lost to say anything else.
" C'mon. Let's go. I wanna show you something." She took my hand. Dragging me with herself.
I didn't want to leave and started to protest but my mouth was shut when I saw what she was gonna show.
"Ok so here we are."
I looked up and saw a small wood house on the top of the tree.
" OH MY GOD. You have a tree house???"
She laughed. " No.. it's for a friend. I stole it."
We ran to the tree and climb it up. It wasn't that tall by the way. The wood house was really good exactly like the house I wanted to have when I was 5. The walls were covered in artistic pics and the ceiling was designed with small lamps makeing you think that there is no roof at the top.
She sat near the entering place and pointed me to join her.
"So don't you wanna talk???" She said , giving me one of her dangerous talk now or I'm gonna push you down looks. And I burst out laughing.
" What?"
" You look dangerous sometimes."
"If you stay like this I WILL be dangerous. So what's wrong?"
" I really don't know."I wasn't lying. I really didn't know why all these were happening. I tried to stop my tears but I failed so I just turned my head.
" Hey. It okay." She took my hand.
" It's not okay chelsea. I'm in the mess. I just don't know what to do anymore. It was always my dream to be in hear but now I just wish I could go back. It's just too much that I can handle."
"Is it beacause of Ayden Rose??? Look I talked to him. I wish I could say he is not like this but I know you won't believe me. He won't hurt you anymore. I can assure you"
" It's not just this. Him, the party drama and now...... . I just wish all these could finish."
" Now what???"
"Nothing." I wanted to tell her but what if Angie doesn't like others to know.
"Rose.. complete your sentence.you know you can trust me."
"Yeah I know. Just...."
"Just what?"
Still no reply to her words.
"Rose answer me. Just what???"
"just my friend's nude is gonna go around the world"
She suddenly let go of my hand like I had election or something. Well what do you expected Rose.
" What do you mean Rose??"
Ok so here we are. I should tell the story. It took time to tell her everything but I felt much better after I did.
"Rose you know , you shouldn't be this worry about it. You warned her before. It's her problem now."
"OH MY GOD. I CAN'T BELIVE WHAT YOU JUST SAID CHELSEA. She is my fucking friend you know...." this time I was shouting.
" Yeah Yeah I know okay. Calm down."
"I fucking can't. It's not just about her now it's about us. It's about my future. You think If her parents find out about this mine would let me stay in here. I don't think so." Okay. Why I was shouting at her. After all it wasn't her fault.
" I really don't know what to say."
I covered my face with my palm. Closing my eyes and trying to think.
" Rose. I guess I know someone who can help you. He can get into his phone and delete the things. I guess he can do that with the computer too so we can make sure he doesn't have the chats anymore."
Oh god. Thank you. Thank you so much. I knew you heard me.
"Who?"
" Um...... Ayden. "
You know there are times in my life that I think committing suicide would be a good idea :|
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Ok so. I hope you like it. I had mixed feeljngs when I was writing the chapter. I just wish I could give them to you too. I guess it's my favourite chapter till here. Comment vote and Let me know what you think. Ily
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