Crazy Stupid Love

Chapter twenty

Blood. silence.
what was happening??? My brain couldn't process.
Everywhere was red.
Ugh.
I hate red. Why everywhere is red???? Why I can't see properly???? Why ??? Why??? Why??? lots of questions with no answers. In the middle of all the red liquid there was something , no , someone.....
" ANGIE .... ANGIE... " someone was shouting.  Begging her to answer.
"Angie .... Angie wake up.... Rose don't stand there ... call someone."
was she talking to me????
" ROSEEEEE " Rubi's second shout made my brain work again.
" GO CALL SOMEONE" She shouted covering Angi's weak body with a towel.
who should I call??? what should I say???
" ROSEEE" She was still shouting but I couldn't move.
I slowly turned and went out of the bathroom still holding Angi's phone in my hand so I just dialled the only number I remembered.
" Hello " Said the voice.  several seconds passed and I couldn't find the words.
"Heyyy... " She said again.
" Who are you..." She was about to hang up I guess.
"Chelsea..... " I couldn't even hear my voice.
" Rose?"
" Chelsea....." I suddenly burst into tears. It was the first time that my brain understood it. She was dieing. My best friend was dieing.
" Rose??? Rose what happened? " She was getting worried.
" She is dying."
"What?? who is dying??? " She was almost shouting.
" come here. now" I said trying to control the flood of my tears and hanged up not wanting to explain.
20 minuts later she was at the door knocking crazily. By my surprise she wasn't alone. Ayden was with her.
I had no energy to explain neither to fight so I just took her hand leading her to the bathroom.
screams. again. I can't handle them. Not anymore. I dont wanna hear.so I sat down trying to cover my ears with my hands. Blocking the sound. I don't know how much I was sitting like that but after a while I felt someone's hand around myself. I didn't wanted to look but the smell of sweet vanilla told me that it was Chelsea. I guess she was saying something but I couldn't understand.  It was like all these years studying English were gone.
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in hospital everyone was running. Doctors , nurses.  ward after ward. floor after floor. God why all these are happening to me.
we reached a door and they didn't let us in after that. Rubi was crying. Chelsea was walking through the hallway crazily and there was the asshole, standing by the door. I can't handle this. Not anymore. Chelsea's bag was on the chair.
no, no it's not a good idea Rose.  said the voice in my head. but I can't stand here anymore. I replied to the voice. what if they come and say something had happened to her.  I can't handle that. I can't. I have no more choices.
Before anyone could stop me I opened her bag, grabbed the keys of the car and ran down the stair.  I heared someone shouting my name but I couldn't realise who it was. honestly I didn't care. There it was. The car. I got in and started the engine. I still hasn't got my license in here but I know how to drive a car.
speed. loud music. They make me feel like I can fly. like a bird.  free. what if I was a bird?? up in the sky.
I saw a light at the back of the car. It was red. ugh red. Not anymore. I hate red. I don't wanna stop. I'm flying. Why should I stop? I pressed the gas harder but suddenly....
Fuck. Why the polices in here are like this. A man came out of the car with the gun in his hand. A gun? So what? Now you think I'm scared? He started saying something again but he is not that lucky to get a reply. Why should I reply when I can't even understand what he is saying??? He opened the door , reaching for my hand. Ouch. Asshole. It has pain don't you know that? I wanted to shout , kik him and run but he was more powerful.
Twenty minutes later I found myself in jail. Sitting there like a lonely girl. Why like a lonely girl? Aren't you lonely Rose?  Of course you are.
I closed my eyes. Thinking about past. When we were 13 once we fought on a boy. He was my first crush and Angi liked him too. I was too angry of her cause she didn't told. I smiled as the memory came to my mind. Two years after that we went to a concert in dubai. Going from one shop to another , makeing fun of boys , eating too much chocolate. That was the first time a boy tried to flirt with me and I didn't even notice. Angi was the one that after talking to him told me and I was like seriously ? Was he flirting? God. I need it back. I need those days to be back. I wanna be young again.
As the flood of memory was coming to my mind a tear drop from my eye. Save her . Please. Save her.
Suddenly the door of the jail opened with a discussing sound. The evil that arrested me was there pointing at me to come out. What happened? Aren't they going to keep me in here for days?
Well as soon as i stepped out of that dirty place i got it.
When you have a friend with a police father you don't have the chance to stay in jail for a while. How did they even found her number? He gave me my phone and the car keys and let me go after that.
Chelsea was standing by the door waiting for me to come. The look on her face told me a tornado was coming but I really didn't care that time. I couldn't even understand English why would I care? I walked passed her but she suddenly reached for my hand and surprisingly I could understand what she was saying.
" What the hell you think you are doing? Stealing my car, High speed , loud music..... "god i hate it when people shout. Don't they know it's rude? And honestly I don't have the nerve to listen to these bullshit so before letting her finish I throw the car keys to her.
" WHAT THE FUCK GIRL? You think that's my problem? A fucking stupid car?"
"Then what the hell is your problem?"It suddenly came out. All these hours that my mouth was shut. All the words that I couldn't remember. They all attacked my head.
" Don't shout at me. I don't like it. I just brought you out."
"I didn't ask you to. Stop this shit. Stop acting like this. Who the hell you think you are ? My mom? My big sis? Hell no. You are no one. Got it. No one."
It heated her hard. I could see that in her eyes. Well it's not my problem she was the one who started.
" God. You are a real bitch. After all I did that wasn't what I expected."
"WHY??? Why do you all expect things from me?? Huh? What did I do??? Can't you see how many problems I have. It's been 2 month that I came here and bad things are happening in a row. Can't you see that. You think it's easy to handle them all. You think it's easy to handle it when someone try to rape you, then you have problem with the biggest asshole of university, your friends nude are about to go all over the world and watching your friend dying??? YOU THINK IT'S EASY???" We were standing infront of the police station but who cares. I sat down on the ground and let go of all the tears I was holding back. It's enough. I can't handle it anymore. It's toooooooo fucking much for me.
After all those words I was expecting her to fire back , she wasn't the type to stay silent but by my surprise she said nothing. Instead she came to me.
" Stand up" She said. There was something in her words , I was facing the serious chelsea.
" I said stand up" I could feel the anger that was hiding behind the words.
The next time she took my hand and made me stand up and then we went to the car.
And hour later I found myself in front of a sport club out of town.
" Where are we?"
" Get out. You'll realise."
The club wasn't a normal one. I realised when I got out. It was for police officers. What the fuck.
" Why are we here?" I said facing her and instead I faced a gun on my head.
" put that down."
"What? Little princes is scared now?"
" Chelsea put that down. It's not a toy."
" Oh thanks for reminding. "
Ok , honestly it was scary. She hold the gun for some more seconds then gave it to me and lead me to a huge area in the back of the club. It looked more like a football court that was surrounded with big lamps. There was a big malkin at the end of the court.
" See the malkin?" I nodded.
She turned and put a sound block on her ear and suddenly started shooting. One , two. Oh my god.  The sound was really bad and then suddenly silence. It was kinda wired after that sound.
She loaded the gun again and hand it to me.
" Your turn." I looked at her for some seconds and took the gun. The malkin was changed , ready for it's death to come. When I was little I used to go to shooting classes with my father. It wasn't serious though we used to go for fun.
As soon as i shoot I felt it. The pain in my heart. They were the bullets in the gun. With every shot I let go of one of them. The second shoot , the third and.... . I did it till the gun was empty and I finally was free. Exactly like the bird I always imagined to be. That was what she wanted. To let go of them all. Oh my god girl. I dropped the gun and ran to her. Hugging her tight.
" I'm sorry. Soooooo sorry. If I didn't have you in here I didn't know what to do." I felt her hand slowly wrapping around me.
The she burst out laughing. " Apologie accepted" god.She never changes. Her phone started to ring and we broke the hug.
" Stay in here , I'll be back soon."
"Ok" I didn't need to look at the phone to realise who it was.
I went to see how I shot. Well I had the heart at the end but I was lucky this wasn't a real situation. My first shot was on the hand , then the stomach and .....
" Rose ?"She was back
"Yeah?"
I didn't like what I was seeing in her face. "Anything happened?" I asked in a worried voice. God please.
"No , Ayden called."
" And?"
"I guess we should go back soon."
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Hi everyone
I hope you enjoyed the chapter. I know this wasn't the best I did but I'm trying to update soon. Let me know what you think. Ily
M.z