Crazy Stupid Love

chater Twelve

Ayden's POV

I don't understand why I should waste my time in this fucking stupid company.

It's been a week since that damn night and I still can't get her out of my head. The fear in her eyes remembered me a lot of horrible memories. The memories that I've been keeping them in the back of my head.

I didn't see her all the week. She didn't even come to university.

Maybe I should go , see her.

Whitout paying attention to others in the room I stood up and went out of the room. My father called me once but I didn't want to stay. I never had a good relationship with him but after that damn accident everything became worst. I smirked. Glad of my work. Next step was finding her address so I dialled Chelsea's number.

"Hey girl."

"Ayden is that you? Everything's all right?"

"Yeah. What? I can't call my friend's sister."

"Of course you can but you don't do it much."

"I know.... emm... did you see her recently?"

"Who? Rose?"

"Yeah..... ."

"Nope. I mean I talked to her but she doesn't come out of her room and she barely talks."

"Where does she live?"

"You wanna see her?"

"Nooo ..... I mean yes but...."

"Ayden I think it's not a good idea. She doesn't want to talk to anyone. I know you wanna help but....." I didn't let her continue.

"Look chelsea I just wanna talk to her if she didn't want then I'll leave."

"Ok. I'll text you the address but i swear if you hurt her..... "

"I won't"

"Ok"

I said good bye and hanged up.

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The rain was too damn heavy and streets were locked up. It took something like two hours from office to her house and now she is not home. Good.coming here was a waste of time.

Why do I even want to talk to here???? Didn't I hate her? Didn't I wanted to make her apologise in front of every one???? So why do I care toooooooo damn much about her???

I closed my eyes for some seconds and when I opened it she was there satnding right infront of me. I could see anger in her eyes. I guess she was coming from gym or something like this.

I came out of the car and she went one step back.

"What do you want?" She said angrily.

"Hey calm dowm.I'm just here to talk."

"I have nothing to tell you. How did you even find here?"

"I asked Chelsea."

"Then she is fool for trusting you."

"C'mon girl. I just wanna talk."

"And I once told you I have nothing to tell you."

"Then just listen it's at least you can do. I saved you."

I guess this sentence could lighten up her mood.

"it's too cold here get in the car"

She didn't move at first but I after some seconds she sat next to me.

"Chelsea said you don't come out of your room much."

"Did you come here to say this?"

"No.... I mean I don't know. I was just worried you didn't come to any of your classes this week. "

She laughed. Well it  was more hysterics.

"Done?"

"What?"

"Your worlds. Did they finish?"

"Rose I know it's hard but trust me if there is anyone who understands you that's me.I know you wanna shout. You wanna tell everyone to leave you alone. You wanna tell them you don't want their pity. I know the way that damn memory repeats in your mind every night. But you can't run from the world forever."

"Look it hasn't even been a month since I first saw you and even in those weeks you used to hate me why do you want to help me?"

"I have my own reasons for it Rose."

I tried to look directly in her eyes while talking.

"I wanna go home."

What the fuck?I thought she would be more friendly after all. I know I wanted to do a lot of things to make her regret what she did but I didn't do any of them. Even my plan in Brighton didn't go well. Bitch. I was trying to help you.

"Ok." I said coldly.

She reached for the door lock but before leaving she turned and looked me in the face for some seconds and then left.

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Hey guys :)

Been a while? I know. Sorry about that.

So what do you think about the new cover? I love the pic. Whenever I look at it, it gives me a lot of positive anergy

I just decided to change the name too. I hope you like it as much as I do.

Tell me what you think. Ilysm.