My Dawn |Naruto U.|

18- unstable alone

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After about ten minutes and making sure that sasuke couldn't be harmed i left to kabuto to see if they had done anything to Yamato and I saw coffins blocking me from getting through.

"GOD DAMN IT NOT AGAIN" I yell falling to the floor.

As the coffins disappeared and the people went off I went outside to aid Tobi and Kabuto in their tasks.

I saw two of the akatsuki members sasori and deidara smiling as they came to life and i appeared on the scene.

"Chukichi of the hidden mist and the leaf foundation minaj your job will be sensei Ty detail report" I turned to kabuto introducing people I didn't know.

As the two dead akatsuki members had yet to see me I popped by kabuto, "hey do you have any task for me to do?" I asked him as the only thing I knew I had to do was just fight.

The dead akatsuki turned to me and I smiled at them both.

Tobi spoke before Kabuto did, "you will be going with them and when the time is right you will lure the nine tails to us" I nodded.

"I'll have him bowing at your feet begging for mercy" I then turned to the four.

"Let's head out now" I said and Sasori threw a comment about how a brat shouldn't be giving orders but complying regardless.

"Hey if needed, am I allowed to give orders in certain parts of this mission?" I asked the two.

"I give you leadership of this unit" I heard. I nodded and we left on Deidara's clay birds.

"How did the youngest of us become group leader?" Asked on of the dead sarcastically.

"I don't know maybe the fact I'm still alive?" I growled.

We soon got to a spot where we parted ways I jumped off the bird and used dirt to let me float standing next to deidara and sasori.

"I believe that kankuro of the sand and sai of the leaf are near. I don't know anyone else from the group sadly but I can tell you all I know about them."

The two nodded and listened to me explaining their weaknesses and what I knew about them.

When we attacked some guys I said that I would only appear if needed because I was the only living member among the group.

They said ok and I watched from a safe distance in the sky. I watched as the earth moved down and an explosion and then said fighting his brother and the others attacking and I made my presence known as nobody had been moving.

I threw a kunai at kankuro landing in front of him and it exploded as I hit the ground falling from the sky.

"Akosua Amon at your service" I said standing up smirking.

Kankuro spoke, "I never imagined I would meet you here." He pulled out a scroll.

I froze.

Sasori's puppet body appeared and I yelled "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL" I backed up slightly then laughed hard.

"Is this why I couldn't find your body?" I felt like I was being glared at by Sasori and I stopped settling behind himas the dead were about to fight.

I walked behind Deidara watching the enemy carefully, "I'm going to let you fight while I stand back. For now I was instructed I am not allowed to die but if necessary I will take drastic measures.'' I jumped back as they nodded and made a clone to fight for me.

"If kankuro or sai are to die it will be by my hand and my hand alone" I spoke loud enough for everyone to hear.

Kankuro looked at me and saw a sorry look in my eye and he understood that I was helping them.

'Weather I'm friend of foe I can't kill the people I once was affiliated with' I thought and kankuro seemed to understand some way.

I just watched Sai and Kankuro fight on our side as I sat back.

Sais' brother disintegrated and I moved in to 'fight him'

My other team yes ended up getting trapped so they couldn't see me, "Sai listen I don't have much time, I don't want to kill anyone unless necessary my only reason to live is to support sasuke, take this to the shinobi forces and don't let anyone find out about who have it to you" he nodded and I jumped away pretending I had been hit with an attack so my team wouldn't be suspicious of my being next to sai.

I heard sasori speaking from his imprisonment and I heard the sound of the peeling skin, the same as what sais brother did.

"Sasori?" I asked as he spoke to kankuro

"SASORI WAIT!" I yelled reaching a hand to the puppet, "I'm sorry" I heard and I teared up

"DON'T LEAVE ME HERE IM NOT STABLE ON MY OWN!" I screamed to him

"Goodbye"

"Sasori? SASORI?"

"SASORI NO!" I cried out, not hearing a response.

"SASORI" I let out an ear piercing scream.

I fell to the floor leaving myself open for attack while crying out for the dead that I needed to live again.

"Why again? You left again. I can't cope with this again. Not again. Never again. Why? Why?! WHY!" I hit the floor cracking it as I was attacked.

"I WAS FINALLY HAPPY AGAIN YOU STUPID PUPPET I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU" I hit the ground again as I was hit with a weapon the earth melting with my chakra.

I cried, wiping my tears on the ground too hot for anyone to touch me.

Deidara yelled to me and tried to talk to me, "there's no time to mourn the dead we need to make sure we leave this if not sasori" I looked to where his voice came from.

The ground had at this point become molten lava and I stifled my cries.

"I don't want to be in this war I don't want to fight the only reason I'm even here is because of you and sasori and now he's gone, You are my only reason I can even be happy anymore and you expect me not to mourn over the loss of sasori? What do you think happens when I lose you as well?! YOU MEAN MORE TO ME THAN MY OWN LIFE" I yelled angrily.

Weapons from every angle thrown at me, I let them hit without bothering to move.

A heard a gasp as I stood and I turned to it and I glared. Kankuro was surprised that I didn't avoid the attack his teammate threw at me.

As I stepped barefoot into the boiling lava I heard more gasps and gags at the smell of burning flesh.

"I guess I'll go insane and slaughter everyone around me then myself" I laughed holding a hand to my head.

"Hey pull yourself together we're at war!" Deidara yelled out.

I glared at the puppet encasing him, "I ALREADY TOLD YOU I DON'T WANT TO FIGHT I JUST WANT TO FIND OUT WHERE MY HOME IS SO I CAN RETURN TO IT.' I held my head with both of my hands crouching down, the smell of burning flesh becoming overwhelming.

The earth cooled down and I cried like a small child, like the child I was never allowed to be.

"I don't want to be here" I sniffled as I felt even more weapons lodge themself in my back.

I fell forward onto the now cool earth, "I just want to go home."

Blood pooled around me as deidara yelled for me, "Hey kid don't pass out, yeah!" Panic encased his vice covering the hints of worry.

"Take me home please" I took one last blurry tear filled look at Kankuro reaching an arm to him.

"To my home" I feel my mind blanking, sounds fading into nothing. Deafening silence and blinding nothingness.

A fate worse than death.

A fate bestowed to me and me alone.

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Hey this chapter is slightly better but not really. its whatever though. 

well I'll see you later bye :)