My Dawn |Naruto U.|

19-abandoning your role

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I woke up to being tied by my hands and feet next to a tree.

My eyes were blurry and my hearing muffled.

I heard a faint voice of a female then of deidara.

"Big bro deidara you alive" it said and I growled at its direction and as if just now seeing me the voice realized I had been there.

She started asking questions to both of us.

I couldn't hear her properly but I could see clearly.

"Where... uchiha... tell... now" I heard as her lips moved.

"Can't... hear what you said... my head hurts' ' I said as I looked to my hands bound by my stomach as I was sitting.

She gave up trying to get answers done to me and just spoke to deidara and every time I heard big bro I would growl at her again.

I realized they were talking about Sasuke being alive after Deidara blew him up.

"I caught parts of your conversation and I want to say I'm the reason Sasuke is still alive" I shrank into myself.

"WHAT THE HELL" I heard as my hearing cleared completely.

"YOU SAVED THAT BRAT AS I DIED TO KILL HIM" I shrank back more trying to get away from being yelled at.

"I'm sorry," I said, tearing up at being yelled at.

"SORRY MY ASS YOU LET HIM LIVE AFTER I DIED" I was shaking from being yelled at by this point.

"I-" I tried to speak to the girl observing me.

"YOU TRAITOR" I shrank up into a small ball away from the tree.

"I'M SORRY" I cried out my voice cracking, deidara sounded shocked at my outburst.

"I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO DIE, I SAID IT BEFORE YOU MEAN MORE THAN MY LIFE! I WOULD HAVE NEVER LET YOU LEAVE IF I KNEW WHAT YOU WERE DOING BUT NO! EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME I TRY TO HELP SOMEONE THEY DIE OR LEAVE ME" I yelled and I knew by this point deidara was regretting yelling at me.

"And it's no surprise that once again the people most important to me want me to leave again, sasuke wants me dead and you obviously don't want me around, the person I loved more than anything is the reason I've died basically twice at this point, and nobody can be bothered to give a shit about me." I said yelling, the girl at this point just staring.

"I WISH I WAS DEAD I DON'T WANT WAR I JUST WANT TO GO HOME TO A FAMILY AND SOMEONE TO LOVE ME THE WAY I SHOULD HAVE BEEN" I started a fire in my ropes as the girl spoke.

"Hey hey kid calm down put the fire out" my clothes started on fire burning me.

"No if I'm not wanted then I'm gonna leave for good." I said, deidara heard me and spoke.

"I didn't mean it like that, yeah" I looked at him as he broke out of the puppet.

He picked me up and put out the fire as my vision started to blur, the pain catching up to me.

"Stay awake we can't let you die" I cried tears of boiling water.

"Just let me die!" I yelled, pushing away from the man. He held on tight as I heard Kabuto speak to him.

"Why do you try so hard to keep me alive? The only use I have is to make sure others don't die" I yelled as my vision went too blurry to see anything other than the color green and deidara's hair.

No answer

Eventually we got to a space where I was set down. My arms wouldn't move to push me up, more like I was being held down.