Chapter 32 - Decommissioned

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Dark.

Alone.

Cold.

You felt empty.

You were empty.

There was no hope left in you... for you.

This is what the world had come to. Nothing. You love with Freddy was doomed to fail from the start. You were a mistake... a threat. No one liked you. Not really. And if they did it was all fake.

Freddy's love was fake.

But what hurt was that you still loved him. Even if you had no right to. Not after what you did. You didn't deserve to love him.

You sighed, closing your eyes, hoping it would sav you from the darkness. But it never did. All it did what make you see the face of that child. That innocent child. And Freddy's face. The horror. Disgust. HATE! Instantly you opened your eyes, your head glancing from side to side as you hyperventilated. Exhaling, you looked down at your exposed fingers, your eyes following the wires as it flowed up your arm and to your ribs. You felt naked like this. But you deserved it. To be decommissioned.

Unlike the other endo's that enjoyed wondering around and being a nuisance to the staff, you just sat there in your misery.

You watched as they placed your shell on another endo. Your ears dropped in shame and hurt. Your claws scrunched up and your small ears flattened. Tears began to fall from your face. He hated you. He definitly did. How could he not? Your a killer. But you didnt want to. You didnt have control.

You shook your head and sighed. "I deserve this. My fault or not," you stare down at your shaking hands, "I deserve to be alone. Now and forever." Your eyes gaze up as you watch the new you leave parts and service. Broken. Thats what you felt. Broken. Freddy would love the new you. Pretty, kind, perfect. You stood and walked into the darkness of the basement, passing by mangled machinery and flashing lights. Your eyes became grey as you let yourself go. "Who cares anymore?"

You find a corner and faceplant onto the floor before turning around and starring at the ceiling. "I'm drowning and this time no one can save me..."

No one.

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Sorry its a short one. Im sick and dyin' so.... sorry :)

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