-JJ pov-
I walked a little bit further before I saw Kie staring out to the ocean, watching the waves.
"Ok what was that?" I said sitting next to her,
"What are u blabbering about?" She said not looking at me,
"Seriously? Ur gonna pretend like that was nothing?"
"I'm not pretending, it was nothing." She said, still not meeting my eyes.
"Kie at least look at me and try to sound convincing,"
Her eyes finally met mine, and I could now see that she was very slightly crying.
"Ok, what's going on?" I said wiping a tear away with my thumb, she took a deep breath but shook her head, turning away from me.
"I don't know," she said softly, just loud enough for me to hear. I looked at her and she carried on talking, "it was like this feeling in my stomach, telling me to get angry. I couldn't fight it and I felt like you didn't care and I know that's not true but in that moment, I felt almost alone," she buried her face into her hands as she cried.
"Kie," I said in disbelief of what she said, "Kie...Your jealous,"
She slowly looked at me, her eyes sparkling with water.
"I'm jealous? Why... why am I jealous?" I smiled as she panicked,
"JJ this isn't funny," she said standing up. She paced up and down, running her hands through her hair.
"Kie it's ok to be jealous." I whispered, brushing the sand off me as I stood up,
"Why do you want me to be jealous JJ? It's a horrible feeling and I hate it!!!" She shouted, stopping pacing to look at me.
"Ok geez just chill out, I don't want you to be jealous, it's just nice you know,"
"Why JJ? Why is it nice?" She walked towards me. I looked into her eyes and couldn't think of any words to say,
"I-uh" I said, unable to form words. I looked down and took a deep breath as I managed to get a grip.
"It's nice because I'm always the one who gets jealous Kie, of you and John B and of you and Pope, it was nice to see that you care u know?" I looked up at her, a few more tears falling down her cheeks,
"Ok so why were u jealous of me and the guys?" She said as she looked into my eyes, that were now starting to glisten with water.
She rolled her eyes as I slightly shook my head at her. She started walking in the other direction but I couldn't do it anymore,
"Because I fucking love you Kie," I shouted. Her body stopped, but her back still facing me.
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Hiiiiiiiii so this part 2, i don't know yet when part 3 should be out buttttt yeh, see you soon 😉
Love y'all ❤️😍❤️😍❤️
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