Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 2

Selenas Pov

"I love this dress so much girls. What do you guys think about this one?" I asked anxiously.

"I love it." Danielle said

"It is so beautiful and looks amazing on your body." Eleanor said

"Is this your dress?" asked Anne, the dress helper and finder.

"This is the dress!" I said cheering.

I went and took it off. I am so glad I found the dress. Everything is almost finished for the wedding, that is five months away. Harry proposed to me about four months ago and we are in a hurry to get married. we will be getting married April 12th, 2016.

I know I didn't want to get married next year, but I am. That was one of the dates they had available before 2017. The place is booked. It's very beautiful. The ceremony will be outside and then the reception is inside and outside. I can not wait to marry Harry that gorgeous day.

Lacee is doing great. She can crawl now and she is talking some. She is 6 and a half months. She is getting so big. It makes me want to have another baby.

I got home and Harry and Lacee were sleeping on the couch. I smiled at the sight of my two loves and took my shoes off. I grabbed Lacee out of Harrys arms. I put her upstairs in her crib and kissed her goodnight. I walked downstairs and I threw a blanket on Harry and kissed his cheek. He snored lightly and I laughed, because he always try's to deny that he does not snore. I grabbed my phone out of my back pocket and went on to Twitter. When I saw the heart breaking news.

"One Directions Zayn Malik leaves band!"

I can not believe this! Why did he? How could he? He was so happy. Him and Perrie got back together and they were at a great place in their relationship. I need to go to his house. The Internet is swarming with crying fans. He let them down. He didn't even give a goodbye video. I feel so bad for these girls. They love these boys so much.

I got into my car. I had the baby with me. I drove Zayn's house. I pulled up in his driveway and his house was pitch black. I turned off my car and took the baby's car seat out of the back. I walked up to Zayn's door. My high heels clicked on the pavement. I rang the doorbell and their dog barked. Someone came up to the door,
turning on the porch light. It was Perrie.

"Why are you here?" She asked rudely.

"I need to speak to Zayn."

"He does not want to talk to any one and not even you."

"Please I really need too."

"No he's my fiancé not yours."

As I was about to speak again, Zayn came to the door. He saw me. He looked like shit. His eyes red and swollen. His face wasn't shaved. He must have been crying for a while.

"Hey Sel." He said sniffling and smiling.

"Hey Zayn. Can I talk to you please?"

"Yea sure come on in."

"No she does not need to be here, she is probably going to try to fuck you like the time I walked in on both of you!"

"Perrie calm down. She is my best friend."

"Whatever... I'm going to my Mums house. I need time away from you, her and the media."

"Then go." He said

Perrie walked away and I walked into the house. Zayn and I sat down on the couch. Perrie came down with a suit case and left. She didn't even say bye to her fiancé. What a bitch. I pulled Lacce out of her car seat and held her in my lap. She chewed on her fist getting slobber all over me.

"So Sel, why are you here?"

"Zayn what is going on with you?"

"A lot.."

"Zayn you look like shit. Have you been crying?"

"Yea I have, I am so upset but happy about my decision."

"Zayn why are you upset then?"

"Because I loved that band, being in that band was the best time of my life. I gained four best friends. I may have lost them and you. I didn't want to leave... but they made me."

"Who made you leave?"

"Modest. They were not happy about me leaving the tour. I was stressed. I still am. I did cheat on Perrie two times. I couldn't help myself. The girls were beautiful. Perrie and I hate each other. I did not think it would be a bad thing. Well it actually is because pictures were leaked all over the Internet."

"Zayn I'm so sorry.. you shouldn't of went home. I know your stressed but it is part of the job. You know that. You should have ignored it like you always have."

"I know but I couldn't this time."

"Zayn you didn't have to leave the tour to fix things with Perrie, you know she would have ignored it too."

"She does not want to be with me anymore because of the pictures."

"Well that's her loss. You will find someone better I promise you that."

"I know. But I am so upset. I let the boys down and mostly the fans."

"Yea you did. I am not gonna disagree with that. But it was your decision to leave the tour, that came down to this. Have you seen the trends for you and all the videos of fans crying? It is so sad Zayn. You need to say goodbye to them."

"I can't.. it's to hard. I love them."

"It might be hard but it's what they need right now. Think about it ok? I need to get going home. Harry will be up soon."

"Ok I'll walk you out."

We walked out to the car and I sat the baby's car seat in the back of the car. I shut the door and leaned on the car. I smiled at Zayn and he smiled back. He then leaned his body over me. He put his arms over my shoulders and leaned in. He kissed me. I kissed him back. I wanted him to stop but he didn't. I pulled away.

"Zayn.. no. I can't do this. I am engaged."

"I love you Selena. I never will stop. If I can't have Perrie I want you."

"Zayn I need to leave. Love you." I said hugging him quickly and getting into the car.

I drove home. I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss. It was powerful. It felt way better then when I kiss Harry. I arrived home quickly and saw Harry was already up. I smiled at the sight of him sitting out front on the stairs. I got the baby out of the car and locked the car. I walked to the stairs. He was upset. Crying for that matter.

"Harry what's wrong?"

"You fucking cheater!"

"Harry when did I cheat?"

"I saw the pictures! You whore!"

"I went to Zayn's home to see if he was okay."

"Really! Did you really? Do you see these? What is this!" He said showing me pictures of Zayn and I kissing up against the car.

"Harry. I'm so sorry. He leaned in and I pulled away."

"I'm done."

"Harry don't. It was meaningless! I only love you!"

"You love him. I know you do." He said getting up and smashing the bottle of vodka on the ground and walking into the house. I was left in tears.

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