Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 4

Selena's POV

I can't believe a word he just said. I am physically and emotionally drained. I just want the love of my life back. I took him back all the times he cheated on me, so why can't he?

I stood there just looking at the broken apart man in front of me. He is literally broken and depressed all because of me. I don't know what to do, how to act or even know what to say.

"Harry I need you in my life."

"No you don't. You need Zayn. He is better for you anyway. He treats you better."

"No Harry! You do you always have please baby!"

"I'm not accepting your apology and never will."

"So your just done?"

"Yes it's better. He told me he would win you and he did. And I am letting him have you."

"Harry stop being stupid and a stuck up asshole. If I leave I will never come back. You won't see me or Lacee, even the dogs. This will be the last time we will speak. You sure you want this?" I said crying.

"Yea I am sure. Now leave me the hell alone."

"Ok goodbye Harry. I'm truly sorry."

"Goodbye Selena." He said shedding a tear and whipping it away real quick.

I got out to my car and slammed the door shut. I banged my hands on the steering wheel. I cried. I cried the ocean. His love has me crazy. I never noticed how much I really need him and love him until today. I don't know if I can live with this. I will be so depressed without him.

I drove away crying. I couldn't really see anything through my tears. I got home to Zayns home later then I expected. I opened the door to see Zayn throwing Lacee up in the air and smiling. the sight of them two made me cry a little more and smile a bit on the inside.

"Hey you two." I said smiling and shutting the door.

"Hey Sel, just having play time with this cutie." He said putting her down at his hip.

"How was she?" I said whipping away a tear falling down my left cheek.

"She was great! Cried only once and slept for a while."

"Oh that's good." I said trying to smile a little.

"Yea, so how did everything go? Did
you and Harry work everything out?"

"No we didn't, we are completely done and I guess I am fine with that."

"I'm so sorry Hun."

"It's okay, don't be. He's an ass anyway."

1 month later***

I haven't spoken to Harry in a month. I really do miss him. But not seeing or hearing from him makes me less upset. I really do not even think of him anymore. I have Zayn and Lacee.

I am currently in a relationship with Zayn. I am very happy with him. I do miss Harry and my memories, but I can not do anything about his decision. I will always love him. And he knows that.

Zayn and I have been keeping our relationship on the down low. We do not want anyone knowing. He is going with me today to my interview on BBC Radio.

We arrived at the radio station and there was a ton of paparazzi. Zayn and I bowed our heads down holding hands. Eleanor was watching Lacee for a little at Zayns house. I am so grateful for my amazing friends.

I was wearing a white pencil skirt and a black crop top. I had on black heels. And my hair in beach waves. I loved my look today. It was a classic look.