Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 6

1 year later**

Selena's POV

2014 was a crazy year. I went through a lot. But I wouldn't do it any other way. Next week will be Lacees birthday, she will be two. I am so happy how amazing she is. Big I miss my little baby.

Zayn and I have been dating for a year and a month now, and it's really great. We actually have not fought at all. I am so happy with him. I am actually happier with Zayn more then Harry. Harry was a amazing guy and he took great care of me and Lacee when he was an okay guy. But now he is a drunk. He is on drugs and he has sex with random girls. He sees Lacee every Saturday and i have to take her there today.

He wants full custody of her, but he will never get that. The judges know how he is. I actually feel sorry for him. He is in such a bad place. And it's not like I don't care about him, I do very much. I will always care about him and love him. I will never stop loving him.

"Zayn can you bring Lacees bag down from her room please?"

"Yea! Coming now!"

"Thank you so much babe!"

I put Lacee in her car seat and picked up my purse. Zayn came down kissing me and Lacee and hugging me goodbye. I took off in the car and drove to my old home. I hate driving here, it brings back so many memories. We pulled up and Harry was outside on the steps with a bottle of beer. I was actually really pissed. I got out and walked up to him.

"Hey Harry." I said smiling a sweet smile.

"Hi." He said grinning back.

Every time he says me, he looks so sad. Like he misses me. It makes me hurt inside.

"You have her tomorrow till noon."

"Thank you. Can we talk first before you leave?"

"Yea um sure.. But we need to make it quick, I have a dinner date with Zayn."

"It will be quick, come inside." We walked in and he took Lacee out. I held her and we sat down on the couch.

"So what do you want to talk about?"

"Um.. Us."

"Harry no. We can't."

"Selena I miss you so much. I need you. I have been crazy for a year with out you. It hurts me to see you with Zayn. My heart gets ripped out of my chest."

"Harry stop doing this shit to me! You play with my feelings! I can't be with you! You are a drunk! You turned into a asshole! You do not need me anymore! What we had was great when it lasted, but you ended this and you have to deal with the pain."

"I-i can't. It hurts so much. I'm still in love with you."

"You didn't think I was hurting? I cried for days! You hurt me so much I wanted to kill my self! I couldn't figure out a way to not live with out you."

"I'm sorry. Can't we just try?"

"Harry no.. It's been to long. Zayn and I are happy together and I do not want to ruin it. Ok? I'm sorry I need to go." I said kissing Lacee and putting her in her bouncy seat. I grabbed my purse off the floor and got up to head to the door. But then he grabbed my hand. I tasted his minty lips. The taste of beer on his lips. The lips that were amazing at thing they do. The way they use to kiss me. I kissed back forcefully. I wrapped my arms around his neck and wrapped my legs around his waist.

I couldn't resist him. He is my drug. I can not live with out this man in my life. I pulled away.

"Harry this is wrong. I need to go." He grabbed my face, cupping it into his two big hands.

"Selena remember I will always love you."

"I will to Harry."

I walked out the door as quickly as possible. I can't be doing this to my self. I am already hurting. He comes into my life and screws with my head. I fall for his stupid charm and want him back. Even when he treats me like shit. I got to my house and walked in. Zayn was sitting on the couch.

"Babe are you okay?"

"No! I am not."

"What's wrong?" I said trying to sit in his lap.

"We missed the reservation and you were there for almost a hour. Your usually back in 10 minutes."

"I know. We talked. Nothing happened." I lied

"I hope nothing did. Sel I know you still love him. And I'm fine with that.

"I always will be but I want you."

"And I will always want you."

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