Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 5

Harrys pov

I'm not myself anymore. I have turned into a hateful person. I drink alcohol all the time. It helps keep her off my mind. I really do miss her, but I can not trust her anymore. I want to trust her, I really do. But I can not. And I can not trust Zayn anymore. He is such an ass. He knew I loved her to death! She is my everything. My heart feels so empty without her. I already want her back.

I watched the interview on TV. I could see she wasn't her self. She looks very unhappy. When Tyler asked her the question about her and me, she broke down. It made my heart crumble into a crumbled up piece of paper. I still love her. It's obvious. I always will, she was my first love. I wish we could have fixed things I miss her and Lacee.

They are my whole entire world. I shouldn't have over reacted. I know she's in love with Zayn. She met him before me. She has known him longer and loved him longer. She can always dent she does not love Zayn. But I know keep down she does.

Selena's POV

"Selena are you coming with me tonight?"

"Uh where too?" I said burping Lacee.

"The Asian Awards."

"Yea I guess! I mean if you really want me too!"

"I do want you too! Your my amazing beautiful girlfriend, and I want to show you off to the world." He said smiling.

"Well the problem is no one knows!" I said kissing his lips.

"Yea I know! We can tell people or keep quiet still?"

"If they ask, we will break the news!" I said smiling.

"I'm so glad you're coming with me, I have a surprise! Go look in your closet. I'll take Lacee." He said kissing my cheek.

I ran upstairs and into my big closet. I saw a dress I did not recognize. It was red and long. It was beautiful. Zayn thinks I look really good in red. So this is why he got it. I put the dress on and got my self ready. Zayn had his suit on and we were ready to go. That nasty mother fucker Naughty Boy arrived to take us in his car. Danielle arrived as well to watch Lacee.

We walked out to the limo with Naughty Boy. He literally is a fat, greasy, gigantic sausage. I really do not like him. We arrived at the awards and saw the cameras and celebrities everywhere.

"You ready for this?" Zayn asked, grabbing my hand.

"Um not really! But let's do it." I said smiling at him.

We got out of the limo to tons of flashing lights. Fans and paparazzi screamed our names. Zayn and i took pictures with fans. He honestly still cares about them. We got to he red carpet and posed for pictures. We worked our way up to the interview.

"Hello Mr. Malik and Mrs. Gomez! Nice to see you both!"

"Same to you." Zayn said smiling.

"So are you two a thing?"

"Yea we actually are!" Zayn said kissing my cheek.

"Now does it feel better to be with Zayn then Harry?"

"I am not gonna comment on that, but I am very happy with Zayn and I can not wait for our future together."

"Is there an engagement soon?"

"I don't know! It's all up to him!" I said laughing.

"Is there Zayn?" Asked the interviewer.

"I would say yes! I plan on spending the rest of my life with Sel."

"You must love a lot!"

"Well yes I do. We have loved each other more then we both have loved any one else." He said kissing my lips.

We were finished with our interview and we walked into the stadium and took our seats. People won awards and there was tons of performances. They were now announcing the "Most Achieved Music Award." And Zayn was up for it! I hope he wins it, he deserves it!

"And the winner is Zayn Malik!" Announced Naughty Boy.

Zayn stood up and smiled. He gave me a hug and a kiss. He was so happy I could tell by his smile and reaction. He even had tears in his eyes. He walked up to the stage accepting his award.

"I would like to thank my family for everything. I wouldn't be here today without them. If I never got out of bed that day I never would have become who I am today. I have worked with the best band ever. I have gained the 4 best friends I could ask for. I truly am so thankful for them. I worked with them and I had a sick time. I would go back and do it again, but it isn't me anymore and I'm ready for the future! So this is for the future thank you!"

I cried a little. I was so happy for him. I can not wait for the future for him and the both of us.

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sorry this chapter sucks!