Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 10

I have been really sick with morning sickness. I guess it comes with the pregnancy. I am going to love this little baby as much as I love my daughter, Lacee. Neither of my children were planned but I'm gonna love them both so much! I am very excited to meet the baby. I am so excited to find out the gender next month.

"Zayn lets go to Itop It with Lacee, I'm really craving it and she loves it there."

"Alright let me go put on shoes."

"Lac! You wanna go to Itop it! Your favorite place?"

"Yes!" She said.

I'm so proud of her. She is now 2 and she can talk very well for her age. She will be turning 3 this December. It's crazy how fast she has grown. It feels like just yesterday I had her. I really do not want her to grow up fast. I feel bad for her as well. Both of her parents aren't together. It must really suck for her to go back and forth all the time. I would hate it if I was her, not having my mommy and daddy together would break my heart.

"I'm ready to go." Zayn said picking up the keys off the table.

"Alright come on Lacee."

"Yay!"

I picked her up and we walked out to the car. I buckled her in her seat, and we drove off. We all sang to the songs on the radio and I took a selfie with Zayn and Lacee. We are such a good family. I am so happy she has a positive influence in her life, and that's Zayn. He really is her second dad. He treats her like his own. Zayn is such a good guy, and I will never understand why he chose me.

We got to Itop it, and the paparazzi were every where. Somehow they always figure out where we are. It sucks sometimes not to go out in public and not being noticed. I mean I love meeting fans but sometimes I rather not and just enjoy time with who I am with.

"Lac! Look we are here!" I said smiling at her.

"Yay! I want chocolate!"

"ok I'll get that for you baby!"

"okay mommy."

We walked inside and put the yogurt into the cups from the machines. I got vanilla with syrup and sprinkles. Laces got plain chocolate yogurt, and Zayn got mint chocolate chip. We paid, it came out to $23.76 which wasn't that bad.

We got home and I had to take Lacee to Harry's. I packed her stuff and Zayn kissed her goodbye. I'm not excited to see Harry because I know he's upset with me.He wants me back and I could have went back so easily. But what I have with Zayn is special, and he makes me feel special and wanted.

I pulled up and saw a white Nissan Ultima in the driveway. I know it's not Harry's. So who is it? I took our daughter out of her car seat and pulled out her bag. She was gonna stay for a week since its summer. I just don't know if I trust him yet for that long with her.

I went to the door and it was open. I walked in and didn't see anyone. I walked upstairs with Lacee, good thing she was asleep because he was having sex with some girl in the bedroom. I was pissed! He knew she was coming over today.

"Um excuse me Harry?"

"Ugh I'm sorry. She's suppose to come today?"

"Yea for a week stupid ass."

"Fine. Fuck Kendall go home."

"Fine. See you later babe." She said kissing him.

"So are you two a new thing or?"

"Umm maybe... no clue. I-"

His eyes wandered to my stomach. It is really big now and I guess he didn't notice it much till today."

"Wow your stomachs bigger than last time. How far along are you?"

"Umm 3 months on Tuesday."

"Wow maybe it's gonna be a boy this time."

"Well that's what Zayn thinks it is." I said laughing.

"Oh. Cool."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to mention his name."

"It's okay. When are you getting married?"

"Next year. Long wait list."

"That's cool. That would have been us."

"Harry.."

"What?"

"Please don't mention that.. You know it hurts both of us."

"Yea well I am still in love with you."

"I know... I am too."

"You are?"

"Yea I really am, and I want to come back to you so bad but I'm already getting married to Zayn and having his child."

"Selena are you serious?"

"Yea but I can't hurt him like that Harry. He's such a good guy and deserves me. He loves me a lot, he has since summer of 8th grade."

"I know. But I was the one that got you! I won you over. I need you. Selena your like my drug. My own personal drug and its so hard to live without you."

"Harry.. kiss me."

"What?"

"Kiss me."

Before I knew it Harry's lips came crashing onto mine. I laid my back down on the couch when Harry got ontop of me. I wanted him so bad even though I was pregnant. I love Harry and I will never stop loving him. I need him in my life and I want to marry him instead.

"Harry stop."

"Why? What did I do wrong?"

"Nothing I have to go."

"Oh okay. Selena can we please just go back to each other?"

"I'll think about it."

I grabbed my coat and walked to the door. Harry brought Lacee upstairs. As I grabbed the door handle I saw a white bag in the corner of my eye. I walked over to it and it was some kind of drug. I grabbed a bag and left.