Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 3

Selena's Pov

I haven't slept in a day. I just can't. I have hurt Harry so bad. I feel extremely bad. I didn't mean too. I didn't want Zayn to kiss me. I didn't even think he was going to do that. He does know I am engaged. I have been sleeping in the guest room. Harry won't even look at me. It makes my heart break. I am depressed. I am a whore. Who kisses another man when they are engaged? Me. I am the stupid whore.

I walked into the kitchen. I looked like shit. I saw Harry and he saw me. We made eye contact for a second and he looked away. He was at the dinning room table eating a bowl of cereal. He had a bottle of whisky next to his bowl. He took a slug of it. I sat down at the table.

"Harry... can we talk?"

No answer. Just complete silence. I started crying.

"Harry please. I need something to come out of your mouth baby."

"Don't call me baby! And I guess you don't see how much you broke my heart."

"Harry I didn't mean too. It just happened."

"Well you know what else is going to happen?"

"What's gonna happen?"

"I'm calling off our engagement."

"Harry no! Please!"

"Hand the ring over."

"I'm not doing it. You need to sober up."

"Baby this is the new me! How do you like it?"

"I don't like this kind of Harry."

"Get use to it. Your the one that caused this."

"Your an ass." I said walking away from the table.

I went upstairs packing my bags. I grabbed Lacee and put her in her car seat. I packed all her things and I walked downstairs.

"I'm leaving!"

"Have fun! leave the kid!"

"That's not happening!"

"Yes it is!" He said walking up to me.

"No you are not sober enough to take care of her."

"You bitch! Don't call me a drunk!" He said punching my eye.

"I hate you Harry Styles! Why did I ever fall in love with you?" I said crying, throwing the ring at him, and walking out the door.

I ran to the car and drove off quickly before he could get me again. I drove down our long drive way and cried. I don't know where to go. Then it came to my mind. Zayn will take me in. Right? I arrived at his house and tried whipping my tears away. But I kept crying. I grabbed the baby and our bags. I walked up to his big house and rang the doorbell.

"Sel what's wrong? Are you ok?"

"No. Harry and me are over. He broke off the engagement."

"Come in." He said grabbing Lacees car seat.

I picked her up out of it when we were on the couch and rocked her to sleep.

"Why is it off?" Zayn asked.

"He saw the pictures of us kissing."

"I'm so sorry.. I shouldn't have done that."

"It's ok. They were meaningless."

"Well not to me."

"To me they were. Zayn you shouldn't of done that. You caused my engagement to be off."

"I- I know. I am truly sorry. I can talk to him for you?"

"No please don't. It does not matter anymore."

"Are you sure? Sel I'm serious I wanna help."

"Your ok. Don't bother with it." I said shedding a tear.

"Ok."

We sat there in silence for a couple of minutes and I was the one to break the silence.

"Zayn.. umm I'm sorry but I'm really tired? May I excuse my self to go to bed?"

"Yea you can take the room you had before."

"Thank you. Night Zayn, love you. Thanks for everything."

"Goodnight Selena. Love you too." He said getting up to hug me.

I walked upstairs with Lacee and set up her pack and play. I laid her down and put a blanket over her. She was sound asleep and I smiled at my beautiful daughter. I put on joggers and a baggy black tee shirt, that is Harry's. I smelled it. It smelled just like him. I miss his scent already.

I laid down in bed. I couldn't fall asleep at all.I thought about Harry. I wonder how heartbroken he can be right now. Or how fucking drunk he is! I just hope he's okay and does not hurt himself what's at all. I love him so much. And I do hope he is okay, and he will take me back eventually. I fell asleep dreaming of Harry.

Next week****

Harrys and my seventh anniversary is coming up in a week. He hasn't even tried to contact me or talk to the baby. I decided I would go to the house today. Hopefully Zayn would watch Lacee and the two dogs.

"Hey Zayn can you watch Lac, and the dogs please for a little while?"

"Yea sure."

"Thanks." I said running up the stairs to change.

It is late July, almost August and it is still pretty hot. I changed into a pair of black high waisted shorts and a pink crop top. I put sandels on and braided my hair to the side. I applied natural make up and walked down stairs to kiss Lacee goodbye.

I jumped in my car and drove to my old home. I saw the car has not been moved since last week. I got out of my car quickly and rang the doorbell. No answer. What the fuck. I grabbed my key to the house and opened the door to find bottles of alcohol smashed everywhere. I walked around the house. it was trashed. I found Harry sitting on the couch drinking some kind of whiskey.

"Harry."

"Oh great look who the cat dragged in."

"Shut the fuck up!"

"What the fuck do you just say to me bitch?"

"No Harry you will not treat me like this! I am your fiancé."

"I will treat you how ever I want you little whore! You went and fucking cheated on me and I know you were sleeping with him. How could you? I thought we loved each other?" He said crying. I was speechless. He is so hurt.

"Harry I don't know what I was thinking. I just had a phase or something. I love you so much. And I can see that I hurt you. Please can we try to work things out? Harry please I'm begging."

"I can't. I am done with this world, with fame and with you."