Forgotten 2 (harlena)

Chapter 11

Selena's Pov

"Zayn where are you?" I asked walking into our big house.

"In the kitchen." I walked to the kitchen.

"Zayn like what I found at Harry's house. What kind of drug is this?"

"Umm it looks like cocaine."

"Harry told me he was doing better. What the fuck! He lied to me again."

"Sel.. you can't ever believe him."

"I know Zayn. I should have listened to you the first time."

"It's okay babe, we all make mistakes in life."

"True. I'm just glad I got you." I said smiling and hugging him.

We decided to go out that night to a movie. We were seeing Ted 2, and Zayn loves comedy movies.I just couldn't stop thinking about Harry. He has been on my mind all night. I still love him. Gosh how much I love him.

I can't choose between him and Zayn. That's the hardest decision. I have to go to Harry and tell him to get clean or he won't have me or Lac. He will loose everything. He can just hurt and remember all our memories. How he kissed me, made me laugh, tickled me, and loved me. He will regret it, if he doesn't change. Because I know he can't live without me or Lacee. He loves us to much to let us go.

"Zayn can you drop me off at Harry's?"

"For what?"

"I forgot to give something to Lacee." I said lying.

"Yea sure. I'm staying out in the car."

"Ok that's fine."

We arrived at Harry's and I picked up her stuffed bear in the back of the car. I walked up to his door with my high heels clicking on the wet pavement. It was misty outside and humid. I was so nervous to see Harry. I got the butterflies in my stomach I always get when I see him. I use to get them when we were engaged.

I rang the doorbell twice and he answered. I walked in with the small plastic bag in my pocket.

"Hey Sel why are you here this late?"

"Harry sit down with me please."

"Yea sure okay. What's up?"

"I found something the other day..."

"Well what did you find?"

"I found this." I said pulling out the back.

"Where the fuck did you find that?" He said grabbing it out of my hands.

"On that table right there!"

"When did you take it?"

"Earlier when I dropped the baby off."

"Sel I swear it's not mine."

"Harry.. don't fucking lie to my face! This is the evidence you stupid ass! You actually had me fooled."

"Selena please listen. Those are not mine. It must be Kendall's friends. We had a party and tons of people were over. I swear to God that bag is not mine. I don't do that or never did. I only have a drinking problem babe. I mean Selena."

"Harry I don't know what to believe. You have me falling back in love with you and I can't stop my self. I am madly in love with you. I can't keep myself away from you."

"Selena. Believe me! I am clean. I'm getting clean for you and our baby. I want you both in my life. I love you Selena. Your the only girl I have ever loved. Believe me please..."

"I do believe you. Harry I love you. I really do."

"I love you too." He said pulling me in to a hug. He leaned down and kissed me. I miss him. Gosh I miss him, his smell and his touch so much. I can't live with out him.

"Selena I can't stop missing you.. I'm not doing better without you. I'm missing half of me. I'm literally waking up with only half a blue sky. I'm walking around with only one shoe. I miss everything we do. I miss you."

"I miss you too."

I leaned up and kissed him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he put his on my lower back. I kept kissing him. He has this spell over me and i can't resist him. He's like this drug. A drug that can't keep me away.

"What the fuck Selena?" I heard someone scream.

I turned around and it was my fiancé. Zayn Malik. The father to my unborn child. I love him too. But not as much as Harry.

"Zayn I'm sorry.. I need to talk to both of you."

"What do you have to say? That you still love Harry? I can obviously tell."

"Yes I'm sorry Zayn! My loves only getting stronger for him! I need him. I still love him."

"I can't believe this! Your a ass Harry! You didn't have to do this! She was happy with me and not you. She is having our child! We are getting married soon." Zayn screamed.

"I'm sorry Zayn, I didn't mean for any of this to happen! I love her and I am gonna take good care of her. Like last time. " Harry said

"Harry your the worst person I know!" Zayn said.

"Both of you listen.. please.. I love both of you I really do." I walked over to Zayn and rubbed his cheek. "I love you so much Zayn. I have such a great time with you.. but please understand okay? I love Harry. He's the one for me. I was confused for awhile and when we were engaged I knew it was a mistake. I never wanted to hurt you! Okay? I love you so much Zayn. Please know that? And Harry.. gosh I love you. You are the one for me. You always have been. And I think you know that. So please both of you don't make me choose. I already know my choice don't make this harder for me. I want both of you in my life. Only one will be my husband and the other my best friend."

"I understand Selena.. I think I'm the one that isn't the husband." He said sadly.

"Zayn I'm sorry. But your right. Please don't be mad."

"I'm not mad. I'm disappointed that you went back to him when we had the perfect life!"

"Zayn we did have the perfect life. It was to perfect for me. Harry and me don't have a perfect life together and I like it that way."

"Ok I'm gonna go home... I need to process this."

"I love you Zayn." I said hugging him.

He didn't say anything back. He walked out the door and got in his car. He raced down the driveway. I felt so bad for breaking his heart. But I had to get back the man I truly love.

"Selena. I love you so much. I am the happiest man alive!"

"I know and I had to make things right. I just don't wanna loose Zayn."

"You won't. I know that for a fact. Zayn never gives up on any one. Not even you."

"I know. He is my best friend. I love him but I love you more just know that okay?"

"I know that." He said smiling and hugging me.

"it's so weird your pregnant.."

"Don't think about it. The baby will be born soon."

"I know. It's just not my baby."

"I know. We just have to deal with it day by day."

"I love you Selena."

"I love you to Harry."

I walked upstairs to our bedroom. It still had our pictures up. And my old clothes. I sat on the bed and smiled. I took off my ring from Zayn and sat it on the night stand. I will get back Harry's ring eventually.. When I'm ready.

"Hey Sel, Lacees up."

"Hi baby." I said smiling at her.

"I'm so thankful for you and Lacee." Harry said kissing my cheek.